Okie had to save my pictures and songs into discs cuz i have decided to FORMAT my whole comp...sickening shit...it's not the first time liao lor...last time was becuz of virus now is the stupid pop ups cuz someone hacked into my comp and install shitty stuff...wah lao..why are they so mani f**king pple nuthin better to do go destroy other pple's comp one...they should just GET A LIFE!! so ya had to do a system recovery stuff...haiz...

btw...i'm over HIM liao....haha and i'm happy...to QL also i really am OVER...haha...cuz now tat pple got gf just wish them all the best lah..cuz both are my frens mah...and i always like a happy ending...hee i am getting on with my life!

Today after sch went to watch '50 First dates' with Xinni,joyce and liling....haha i had known tat the shw wud be funny....but i came to realise tat it was super hilarious and at he same time super touching!!!!!!!!!!! haha i almost cried at a certain point of the show!! Adma Sandler is such a sweet guy! Cuz Drew Barrymore(Lucy) has short term amnesia after a horrible accident and so she forgets everything the very next day every day....Adman sandler(Harry) falls in love with her and tries so hard to woo her as well as get into her father and brother( Sean Astin) 's good books....So he makes her fall in love with him everyday cuz she doesn't remb him the next day when she wakes up....awww.....haha nice nice shw! Rob Schneider damn funni also...lamed! Highly recommended.........hehe

okei now at hub blogging cuz the yr 1s having PW lect during GP...haha today got 5 periods of breaks man...haiz...at least can slack a bit lah...later got lib photo taking....tml gg out with xn and the others..kindda looking forward to it cuz like 1st time and everything...can get to know them better....xn u better construct ur blog nice nice and fast fast...hahaha slow sotong......haiz sian still have to ads at hm pc...so shall check my mail in sch

wah lao...smthin wrng with my comp..all the stupid pop up ads...sian man cannot use the net....anyone knows how to get rid of such thingS???HELP!

Yesterday was so peaceful and so serene...went to fly kite with my family in the evening...It was at the Punggol field at the other end of the expressway which was linked by a road from my hse to Punggol...haha so convenient...actually there are 2 fields separated by the expressway but we went to the punggol one cuz we think it is larger...haha When we reached, there were already several pple flying their kites liao...okie i know i'm like too old for this kind of thingy but it has been like 15 yrs since i've flown the kite and of cos i'll be quite excited...my mum even brought a mat so we can sit there and rest haha....MANY pple were jogging ard the field...hmm...it is really a good place for jogging and picnic....damn peaceful lor...all the kites were super nice!!! There was this dragonfly one,eagle one,even caterpillar one!! Wah...Dogs and toddlers were running everywhere also...haha i've clean forgotten that i'm in SK/PUnggol estate....the kites were really beautiful lor...my bro even extended the line to his kite so that his can fly all the way to the clouds...*peng* haha...then i sat down on the mat with my sis and we started singing songs....haha...like so tranquil and wonderful...no stress at all....haha okie i shall come here to jog regularly....hey any one interested to join me??? LET ME KNOW!!!

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yeah just changed my blogskin cuz the old one got some prob....hee...liked this shining thingy...oh check out the music...'LyDIA' by a new Taiwan group F.I.R...super nice!! Adios! :P

okie 1 week nv blog liao...been a warm,tiring week...dunno why....updating now...

suppose to dance genesis again for some science fair on the 27th May....they told me it's the Principal who requests for it..hmm...Friday was a very horrible and super tiring day...cuz got Math test plus Bio SPA Mock test...haha...hey kl really thx for teaching me the curves...i think it really helped lor...1st time i know wat i am doing and drawing for curves...hahaha.....aiyo but bio SPA was erm....i was very uncertain of the graph tat i drew lo cuz diff frm notes...sum more this practical nv do before...haha must use yeast cells mix with alginate to form beads...quite interesting....

Yesterday went swimming in the morning with kl,eleen and wanni....was having fun when the whole bedok pool became super crowded.U'll bang into ppl every lane that u swim!! And there are some weird pple there...but anyway quite fun la overall......At nite went discussion meeting with yiru....aiyo didn't know bus number 3 came all the way to Punggol....tat's something new to me...

PH tix is 16 bucks for the exhibition......haha....next time show u the pics i took duing the concert!

This afternoon went back to TMS for NPCC POP. The thing is everybody got the invitations from the sec 3s except me and glenn...and later i know it is because they sent it to my old address.my simei add...oh my god...haha but i still have to go because it is my sec 2 squad passing out as NCOS!!! At least they msg me asking me to go back even without the invitation....still have a heart haha....Met TYS at the busstop. Saw the ex-sec4s too. Pple from my squad that went back: Xingwei,fatimah,TYS,cat,Glenn,Tianyong,eugene,chi hang,Mao,ching,azzlina and lyanna. Okie tat's quite a lot considering tat we passsed out 2 years ago haha...
The parade started quite late...abt 3 plus. Huiyu was the PC....i was so proud of her lor...she got BUC also...Saw the sec 4s ( keep thinking they are still sec 2s) haha...a lot of them last time so short and tiny now all shot up....so tall! haha Got quite a number of them were staff sergeant....yeah so proud of them...Later on was refreshments...the sec 1s so cute! haha keep serving us drinks and food..muahahaha...*sigh* then i left early cuz need to go to concert....so i cannot watch the performance and ceremony....*sad*

okie so lichun,yiru and me took a cab to the indoor stadium...we were still early but had to queue to get in lah...after we found our seat i went to buy light sticks...but there was a huge crowd so i had to jostle for abt 20 mins before getting to purchase my stuff...i even had difficulty getting out...The concert was delayed for a while cuz waiting for the crowd to settel down...haha so exciting...K-one was the opening act....they danced and sang....though not beri shuai but their dance moves damn seh!!! COol! They performed for like 3 songs....then the 5566 finally came out! hehehe....screams were soooo deafening man...haha Zax extended his hair!!!! VEry long! haha...i think they performed easy come easy go first...anyway...it was so high tat some of the fans stood up and were very wild...the aunty behind me keep complaining tat they cannot see...haha so they even went to scold those gals....*peng* hahaha....R n B performed 3 songs too....zai zai very chio!!!kekeke....oh and tony wore a bikini with a giraffee float ard his body and diving goggles singing YMCA during his solo performance!!!!Zax sang 'we will rock you', jason sang'It wasn't me' chinese version and Sam sang 'living da vida loca' lolxxx.....Zax dunn say...still the most crazy and funni one....haha....I think when they sang 'FOR YOU" i practically melted......Rio didn't appear much though cuz he is injured....everythignended at 1130pm....Overall it was a great great concert...but my cousins dun seem to enjoy it as much as i do..haha i had recorded some parts of the concert and took some pics....hehe shall go and transfer to my comp later.....

Wah ok and i tot that my blog is dead..realised that other than wanni and qin, all the other pple's blogs are dead too!~~ hahaha...hmm...it's been like 5 days in 21/04...so far so good...i guess getting better everyday?? lolx. All the teachers were really nice to me,even Miss Lee. But i only have one complain...the sucky math lecturer! haha hmm..been a peaceful week,except yesterday where i had a bad stomache. okie today had pdp photo taking session. I took with the dancers.....but at the same time i made a mAjor decision-i'm officially quitting dance..............haiz she bu de but i think it is the right decision....Miss wong was very understanding too....i told her i wud like to 'guest dance' for grad nite 2004 and she agreed!!!! So i'll get to perform for my dearest friends who'll be graduating this yr!!~~ Yippee!~ Realised that i'm one of the more 'hard-working' one in class...perhaps it is because i've played enough last yr and realised the importance of constant revision.....It is true that i've grown a lot thru this experience...many pple never get the chance to experiece how i felt because thru out their entire life..things have always been smooth sailing...when these pple experience major setbacks...they will not be able to handle them...we all learn from our mistakes...learn and grow with them.....so ya i'm beginning to feel that this is a blessing in disguise.... Think Positive! :P

Had bio practical in the morning..quite okie except i was 'booked' by Miss Ng cuz i didn't place my thermometer properly...

Later on met up with kl,TS,bl and eleen. Went compass point ate breakfast at Mac's. Went cold storage bought the necessary ingredients to cook our lunch. PASTA!~~ yUM!Then took LRT to my hse. hai then eleen and TS so excited abt the ride -_-||| haha..
Slacked in my room,look at photos,lava lamp and played DDR and my hamster...hahaha....i think some of us got rather high...esp eleen!!! Then tried to cook the pasta...haha cut too much sausage liao...haha then in the end cooked 1 whole wok of prego sauce! Enjoyed a delicious lunch...haha then kept taking photos and videos using my digicam...*peng* but it was really hilarious....hahaha....finally continued to slack in my room..Thx kl for teaching me transformation..haha i think she really makes a good tutor...hahaha can go lecture liao wor! At least i understand u better than the tutors in sch!!~~ Tried to mug in my room also...(erm but i dun think was really successful?) haha...Had a FUN FUN FUN DAY!

Suppose to have a NUTS outing today..but ended up only kl,wanni and me lah. HAiz....we've never had a full packet outing before so kindda disappointed also.....had a hard time deciding where to go...walked all over orchard..slacked at coffee express...shall be our new hang out haha...then walked sum more...i was looking for a white top to wear for the tpjc choir cum band concert at esplanade...so shopped ard...lalalalalala....oh and wanni wear until like super casual...haha why is she always at the extreme end??Was joking to her abt her grand lady black and purple wrap diva outfits....muahahaha....so evening time went to Sakae again!!!! haha oh man i think i am overloaded with sushi this mth...but i like it!! hee...the place i like suoper packed and stuff...hahaha.........

not a bad day.....quite fun too............tml got practical....pple cumin to my hse...haha shall go tidy up my room!

well today's has been GREAT! *sigh* guess after a horrible period,i'm finally really feeling better. Was sitting with class during assembly when Xin ni and Wee suan came and sat behind me...we started chatting like old pals and i think we clicked right away!!~~ So nice of them lo haha then started to call each other names...i'm da jie(obvious cuz i'm oldest duh!~),wee suan is er jie/er mei and Xin ni..haha she's baby...or xiao mei cuz she is the youngest...haha felt comfortable ard them,it's a gd start to the day. Miss panai didn't come to sch at all so for the 1st period civics,slacked. Break we celebrated Rachael's bdae in canteen,then 2 period GP went to do research in hub with my grp members since miss panai not here. Econs i haf free period...went to find renee...Bio lect tat time sat beside nur cuz i tot there's no seat left. LAter on my two mei meis told me they actually reserved a seat for me!! So sweet!!~~ thx girls~~!! hee ....after sch went opp to eat wit Xin ni,wee suan,joyce,kim peng and hui lin....1st time having lunch with them...it was quite enjoyable really...hehe...but hor i forgot to bring my hp for the whole day...so it was quite terrible!!! had to borrow pple's hps...sorri guys*sheepish* Anyway,spotted the nuts there too..so went to join them after that.......went lib with wanni and kl.....then went parkway with fui and cla....woah..ate at pastamania...hehehe...took pics.....so long nv see them le.....so overall....was a GREAT GREAT DAY!!

Oh and i made a huge decision today.......I"M GONNA QUIT DANCE.......i really really cannot bear to quit lor..but i have no choice cuz i wana really focus on my studies....even though the yr 1s really beri slack,playing mode ect..but i've been in tj for like 1 yr plus lor...i regretted not studying hard in yr 1 last yr...haiz...so now must jia you liao and not let other factors affect me...1001%! haha

Today went assembly at 21/04..they were all seating in a row in the morning...most of the girls sat in front and i moved to the back to stand lor...Gp was fun with miss panai...we were grouped to do grpwork and i was with terence,lili,hui lin and siew chien....not bad cuz i think that they are very nice pple...break went to find 25/03 pple...i know i am suppose to get to know new class...but was not feeling very socialble today...Oh math Lect was soooo horrible!!!!!!!!! I think i may not do well for my math cuz the yr 1 math teachers sux!!!!oh my godness....this old man teacher was teaching trigo...he's the worse teacher in TJC man!!!!!!SUPPPPERRRR LAMMME!! He kept taking the paper away and dun let us copy cuz we're noisy and make STUPPPIIIDDDD comments!!!!!wah lao..........then this bunch of bitchy gals toking so LOUD behind me that i wanted to turn ard and slap them...and did i mention that the trigo notes this yr suxs too??? Oh man luckily i have the old notes from last yr.....the contact time went lib with 25/03 and watched them eat Subway ....TS cut her hair!!! more mature!! haha hey girl now new hairstyle cannot tremble liao...and dun act cute anymore k...hahaha........went to class sat with wee suan and lili....quite okie lah...wee suan also 2nd intake and she's quite nice! Good news is that she's joining lib!Then went for lib GM. Saw Xin ni and tok to her....seems quite nice and on right frequency..haha shall get to know her better....hmm....still debating abt quitting dance.....will spend a loooong nite thinking abt it.....and doing my tutorial!

My 2nd day as a 21/04 pupil...what can i say...was almost late today..Got to know joyce from AHS....haha...Sat beside a girl called Gina....very fair and sweet-looking..Also from AHS..haha She's quite sweet asked me to join the class for lunch.....Tried to remember all their names and faces..but dun think it was successful..i'm OLD!!!!!!!!!! haha..hmmm...then had chem pract..i dread it cuz i was nervous abt SPA...sat on the side benches alone,with rachael,Shailpa and Gina...was not as bad as i tot cuz it was for practise...then we will have assessments after abt 7 practices...the marks for the assessments will be counted and the 2 best marks for each skill will be taken....not so bad...I think Miss Lee may look strict but she is a good teacher..she is fierce but she goes thru thoroughly with us our work..( plus impression for her!!!)unlike some tutor who cud not be bothered with the class....but she gave me a major assignment and ONLY for me..had to do like 4 pages of redox calculations in the tutorial book ...to be due 2 weeks from now...cuz she wana assess my ability....woah....pressure man....but i really wana prove to her that i have the capability...so shall do a few questions everyday...i dun haf Pw ..went lib to find andrea,eleen and wq.....thx gilrls for helping me out with chem!!!! i really appreciated cuz like disrupting ur time to do ur homework and stuff like tat...*hugs* good news was PE was cancelled cuz got heats...hehehe though it was a looong day...i was quite slack...but still feel extremely tired....dunno why......

Today had a lot of da jis.....firstly,kaishian is not going to the same class as me cuz she is gg overseas in july...she'll be staying with 25/03 until july lor....sad man tat means i'll be all alone and independent liao.....Next slacked ard the sch feeling kindda lonely cuz ks and taran with their friends...so i decided to look ard for my new tutors plus get my notes lah.....Miss Ng as nice and fun...she offered to help me and guide me along the way...Chem tutor was MIss Lee, Miss Lim's good fren.....she explain abit abt spa and stuff but say tml then will start le i'm like huh i dun even know how to do and stuff....at least miss ng said she will spend sometime to inform me abt spa....okie so went to do stuff...daddy suddenly said he cumin to see principal....so shocked....when he came back i asked him why he wanted to see her when chances are slim...he said : " I want to try for u....i dun wana see u so hurt...cuz tat hurts me even more..." okie i almost cried...cuz my fat daddy always slack one then suddenly so sentimental......haiz...another retainee told me she changing jc to continue yr 2 ...so luan man......then joined new class for bio lect....1st impression was not bad...but most of them tot i changed combi.....bio tutorial was horrible...i mean miss ng was good...but i sat alone mah...then nobody really bothered to tok to me...like quite hostile even though i'm being super friendly....tot can go lunch with them..but felt weird and they disappeared....sad case...so met up with TYS.....haiz....i hope tml will be a better day.........

haha just got back home from wanni's hse...hehehe had a great week end...been a stressful week for me and everybody in class.... okie update time!

SATURDAY 03/04/04

haha had a date with TS to go LOTR trilogy exhibition...wanted to ask more pple but in the end they say too ex lor...so both of us LOTR fanatics just go by ourselves...haha it was quite funni cuz we were suppose to meet at city hall at 1030am, which u know has a lot of platforms...so i was at platform D and she was at Platform B...then we just keep trying to find each other to no avail!!!!! Aiyo 2 blur girls!!!! haha then after reaching jurong east, we took 335 to the sci centre....hahahawe actually missed the bus stop!! haha so had to walk 1 bus stop back to the sci centre....really gao xiao cuz like 2 blur girls gettin lost there....haha but i think i 1000years nv go sci centre liao...changed so much...so nice and new....haha so we went in and looked at the exhibits....it was soooo damn cool lor!!!! Frodo,Legolas,Arwen,Aragon etc....their actual costumes and weapons...we were so fascinated abt everything...then when we saw legolas's clothes we were like drooling over him/his clothes...haha then saw very nice quotes then decided to jot down in our hps...went to the special effects corner and that was super cool as well!!! We got to play with the special effects and we learnt a lot abt how they made the movies...i was really touched by their effort cuz they really go into the slightest details to get the settings and costumes right...we even saw stuff that we would not have seen in the movies....like the patterns and carvings on the characters costumes.....overall it was a great experience and the money was definitely worth it!! haha we took some pics too and actally wanted to buy book mark...but so ex lor!!!hahaha

LAter on i met wanni at somerset mrt station....planned to go her hse cook dinner but kl cancelled the last min so we decided to go Marche!! yeah~~~!! My first~!!haha we tried the roseti with sausage and wanni recommended the crepes with black pepper chicken....YUM!!! haha but the horrible part was when i waited for chicken skewers. I waited for like 10 min for the skewer and that idiot cook gave it to another woman who came later then me!! so i had to wait for another 10 mins!!! sheesh!!!! Anyway went wanni's hse after that.....haha kinda exciting cuz i'll be spending the nite at her hse...sleepover!!!!!!!! We crapped all the way lah and i explored her room hehehehe did all kinds of lame stuff...were playing poker when HE messaged me...i was damn surprised lor cuz he knew abt me repeating and asked abt my plans...i didn't intend to tell anybody other then my class yet. So okie but quite happy that he was concern lah...well i thanked him lor and he said : No need to thank lah...frens for so long liao.....hmmm...ya lah true.....then renee called....told me tat she saw THEM together....okie lor...i'm happy for them lah...i think if is last time then i will like go mad but now after getting over him and experiencing even more impt stuff...this just doesn't worth my time..... hahaha okie then we watch scary movie 3 at 12 midnite.....it was SUPER LAME!!!!!!!!! Luckily i did not watch it in the movies...a waste of money...haha but quite funni lah.....the feeling sleepy we went to her room...hahaha i tot i was gg to doze off first but wanni doze off first and she made funni noises!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~hehehehehehe............

Had breakfast at Mac's with her this morning....hehehe had a great weekend man...so long never let loose myself liao...well i'm all geared up for tml.....TO ALL MY FRIENDS: THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT....AFTER A HUGE BREAKDOWN.....I'M NOW READY TO FACE WATEVER CHALLENGES AHEAD....

haiz........felt much better today after crying like mad yesterday......went to see Mrs Lau the sch counsellor with 5 other retainees..she was very nice and patient.......advised us on many things........later on had 1 to 1 talk with her....she made me feel much better..i even know my class liao...21/04.....

TO 25/03:
I'm so glad to be part of the class.....i'm super sad that i'm leaving...cuz i tot we will stick together as a class no matter what happens....u guys just rox to the core.....we've a good...no GREAT class spirit......haha and even have common dislikes(teachers adn u guys know who). I came in as a nobody...some stranger tat nobody knew....remembered Andrea who called me to tell me to go class....haha and frm tat day on...i never regretted a day with u guys.....................................LUv u guys to the core............................

To: XAE,AYA,WQhad my first outing in 25/03 with u whole bunch at Parkway......haha though not very close but i know u guys are fun-loving and cute at that time! Thanks eloon for being so lame and funny.....always light up the class....hey remb this.....u are not FAT! Thx for the encouragements that u often give me adn thx for your VCDS ........haha and now i know u are gullible too since danceworks.....xt...aiyo so smart...haha thz for studying with me in lib tat day....hahaha....must jia you okie and hope u and ur sookee can chang chang jiu jiu!Andreo...responsible funni and nice! Like to be ard u!!! haha....Aya wana go your hse!And must complete ur blog i dun care!WQ so fierce one everytime! haha sorry that i havent been a good daughter to u....but thx for your encouragements too!~~~

To: My beloved NUttersWhat can i say i LOVE you guys sooo much........is so hard to say goodbye to you guys the most.....i mean i know that repeating is good for me becuz i have a more relaxed pace and that i will have more confidence for As, but it is diff for us to part. I mean ya i will be in sch and everything...but still things will not be the same as before.
Annabel: haha so giggly..giggle until hair also can tremble....first time met this kind of pple like u....haha so cute and funny...my faithful entertainment comm member..loves jay and orlando like me muahaha..
Hm:aiyo pw cum nut member....hahaha got influence by ts hor...now aso giggle whole day...hahaha good swimmer wor.....hey u really look pretty if u doll up ! haha...luckily i dun haf to re-do PW again!Nut pack's treasurer!
QL: Same OG,same class same nut pack...wat can i say...and u are in the pdp with rudolph! hahahaha.......so happy for u that u cleared...now must work hard k...or else becum like me........hehehe....oh and 1 point...must go ur hse! i dun care! haha our idol man must really catch u to go k-box
Wanni:haha the tkgs ger....hostile creature....shen jing bing bian tai da bian.......so talented some more....u ar dun keep thinking abt guys...hahaha got so many.....aiyo even dream of them somemore...so surprised that u cried yesterday....tot u hostile one.....hahaha.................aiya luv crapping with ya...all the lame and funni stuff always there.............go marche!~~we haven go clubbing and drinking yet! u owe me!
Kailin: hahaha hey u the most stressed one lah....haha thx for ur encouragements...u always believe in me ...but i really feel bad tat i disappointed u.....now like tat then leave u with out lab partner...i feel so guilty........went thru many things with u ......sad times,happy times...etc.....Sakae rox rite!!!!!!! hahaha u also dun keep thinking abt guys...focus on study! hahaha..aiya and u and wanni suan me the most lor.........now i'm gone liao..haiz annabel must take over in class.........

To: econs droppies

hey i got many free periods that clash haha will cum haunt u!

To: Binlee
had a great time at ur hse tat day!baking cookies! must do agin!U've been a great great mother...........thx for always bringing me hmwk when i sick or not in sch...and my gg home partner.........well now though u dun have to take hmwk for me but must still go hm together! i dun care....................have confidence in urself!

haiz........very scared dunno wat is gg to happen next week....dunno how the new class is......but watever happens we'll still keep contact k pple?DUN EVER 4get me! Thx for all ur cards and support written in ur blogs.....oh man.....have been crying so much these 2 days....hey we still have tml together! must jio me out often leh! oh and Pray for me that i'll get thru this horrible period !