Leave (Get Out) -JoJo
I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say
[Chorus]
Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste
of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way
[Chorus]
I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'
I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyeee-eeee-eeees
Ooooh, ooooh
Get out
[Chorus X3]
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:02 pm
ExAMS ARE NEAR, JIAYOU MY FRIENDS!!!!~~~~~~~~
Well wat can i say, i think i'm the most slackest ard these days. Y? Because my class mates are having OP on wed and my dearest yr 2 friends are having their As in just a few days!!!!!!! Wish u guys all the best ya!!
Anyways, thought that without MCT, hols gona be more fun, but no. There will be this bio diagnostic test when sch reopen and pple who got C-F ( damN) will have to take it. This means WE HAVE TO STUDY FOR THE TEST LIKE PROMOS! yeeks. And surprise surprise, next year, ALL the bio students will have to take biochemistry for option paper. And non-bio students will be taking food chem!! I wan to take food chem! *sad* haiz wonder why Tj's having so much changes for this batch of students. Besides, they pushed a lot of heavy topics to next year, like nervous system for bio. humpf. So in the end, still have a lot of stuff to do. And lib duties during hols. Oh and ya i'm the new bio rep since yq dropped bio. Wana watch shark tale. *sigh* Anybody free to go with me???
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:39 pm
SCUBA DIVING SO ROXS!!!~~~~~~~~~~~
Finally got the chance to go scuba diving yesterday!!!!!!!! HAd so much FUN!hehehehe......IT was raining the whole day, and i was so worried that the thing was gg to be cancelled. Thank heavens it was not. At abt 2.15pm, me rach,sieu chien and ws, together with 7 other pple met up with Mrs Goh at the PE dept. There was only 1 guy, whom i thought looked familiar, and later realised that he was in my og grp last yr...lolx... We took 3 separate cabs to East Coast Coasta Sands resort. Then we had to change and kept our bags in a room. The instructors were mostly middle aged men( there goes my dream of six-pac hunkie instructor....lolz..) but they were friendly and humourous lah. Kiat was the instructor that was giving us instructions at the resort pool. After that we had to do a little swimming test for them. Lolz hey XN luckily u never come take this course. So we swam in the drizzle lah. They had actually divided the pool into 3 sections, the 2 shallow ends and the middle end which was abt 2.4m deep, where we were to dive in. The shallow end was used for practise and for snorkling. Cool. I got to experience 2 things that i've always wanted to try!~ haha So we were taught how to wear the equpiment,mask,mouth piece and parts of the equpiment. We were also taught some hand signals for us to communicate under water, and how to put on the 'flippers'. The 4 of us went to do scuba diving first while the rest did snorkling. Each of us put on the flippers and mask and went to 1 instructor. My instructor was Kim. She helped me put on the air tank and taught me how to clean my mask underwater,clean my air piece and so on. So cool!!~~ At first it felt weird to be breathing using my mouth only. I was surprised that the air from the tank was so cooling! So everytime she taught me something, she will demo underwater and i will have to do it. After a few practices, she brought me slowly to the deep end of the pool. It was so fascinating. I mean even though it was not the real sea or watever, it was still a wonderful experience. We swam ard and i think i looked clumsy cuz not use to the flippers haha and we played frisbee underwater. hahaha. All of us had a chance to take pic too. But i kept floating upwards, so kim had to add pressure on me. hee. Then had to swim through the hoop also. Then it was time to swap. By that time the rain had stopped. So we went to snorkle at the shallow end of the pool. haha the instrcutor was super lame and funny lah. Then he kept picking on ws, then nickname her Rose!!!!~~ Oh my god!~ haha so hilarious~ So we called him 'Jack'. he made us race while snorkling, loser will have to buy him food lah wl. lolz. Then Rose lost lor then i almost died laughing. Then he also said Feng liang hua when sc had cramp on her legs. LAME man. We also played wat shooting game using the tube, where we had to inhale and exhale deep to clean the tube of water. lolx. We also took many pics, the camera was so cool haha. All and all we took 2adn 1/2 hrs. IT was very very fun and memorable. The only thing that i bu shuang was that some pple get to scuba dive twice and i only did once. humpf. But never mind, cuz i think i definitely will be taking it on again some time in the future.hahaha then can go dive in the real waters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUN FuN FUN.........
Of cuz now my body ache lah, so tired man. hee but it was worth it! :P
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:45 pm
Havent been updating blog, cuz too lazy le. hee. Yeah this is the last week of sch!! 1 more day to holidays and to total freedom!! This is gg to be an eventful week as well. Monday changed timetable with wed. Had principal's talk blah blah. The only good news was when they announced that there will be no MCT next year. Yipppeeeeeeee!!!!!!! hahaha Then at least i can be a little more relax during the hols without having to worry about rushing and mugging in advance for the preparation of MCT. YEAH! TUe was suppose to pei kl study, but i didn't go sch cuz i was sick. Down with fever. *sob* Yesterday was a super short day too. XN and i push forward our lib duty so we can go buy stuff. Aiyo i really think that the yr one exco not very efficient. Msgs and wat not always so vague and unclear. Never pass dwn correctly etc. Haiyoz. Wed was also the day where our Econs droppies Club extended its membership. Now i thin got a total of 8 econs droppies. Then met up wiht joyce and liling go shop shop a while. Today also slack one. Now at hub lor. JUst finished watching the 2nd part of the GP video. Quite nice.YEah later gg to celebrate elephant's bdae but she doesn't know. hehe. Shall gve her a surprise!! *wink* Got so much to do when i get back. Haha. Tml's gg to be an exciting day cuz i'm gg scuba diving at east coast there. yeah. Looking forward!! :P
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:31 am
Changed my blog, haha about time. Hmm. But not really satisfied with this skin shall change again next time. But in the meantime this will do. And ya nice song. I'm sick.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:23 pm
GOOD LUCK FOR PRACTICAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~
Today yr 2s having bio pract, hope all goes well for them. *sigh* Yesterday and today were weird days. Yesterday i went sch late, then i realised tat a few of my classmates had to see Mrs Lim. I dun know that details, but i think some barely made it, then 1 most likely retain. Oh man i hate to see this kind of situation. Even though none came to ask me abt it, but i know they are feeling exactly the way i felt last yr and march this yr. I understand. I know. I feel. It's like seeing something that has happened before re-enacting in front of me. Just that now i'm just an observer. Suddenly, i realised that i dun think my class is as bonded together as 25/03.Is it too many cliques or wat??? hmm...wish that we cud be though...Got the yr book yesterday. lolx. Saw my pic in dance, haiz, miss dancing. Then signed up for lib duty next wk and the hols. Crazy man, must do 12 hrs duty!!!! Cuz they say not enuff CIP hrs. Weird there doesn't seem to have such a problem last yr. Then wat they may implement doing duty 3 times per week next yr for term 1~~~so tat term 2 not so cram. Hello, whether is term 1 or 2, will still have a lot of stuff to do, so that will cuz more stress for us during 1st term k.dunno wat they thinking.
Gp today watched this chinese video. Quite touching. But cudden finish cuz no time. Hope miss Panai will allow us to watch again next week.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:33 pm
Realised that i got A pass for my math...yeah!!!!~~ hee Wellz lesson still goes on..sianz...gotta do a lot of things during hols..haiz..yesterday my frens had their farewell assembly le!~~ Will gona MISS 25/03 and all yr 2 buddies soooo muchiE! Arh.....
Will be changing blogskin soon when i have the time....
Addition to want list:
1) Hp memory card!~
2) Contact lens
3)Buy cards
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:13 pm
Fighter
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enoughYou were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Oh, ohhNever, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your gameI heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:14 pm
*happie**happie**happie**happie*
Today's the happiest day of my entire sch life~!!Got back promos result today. This morning was so nerve-wrecking man. But so happy that i passed. This morning got back math and bio. Math was better then wat i had expected, not very gd but still i improved. Bio also! But i had tot i cud have gotten better 60 plus if i had done the mendalian qns...grr...Anyways later on had to wait for 3 hrs before getting chem and Gp. Eunice and i were super worried in the canteen, but when i got back chem and Gp i was soooo relieved!! Yup i made it, i cud not believe it. I almost cried lor. I know my results were not superbly gd, but well at least i made it!!! Last yr during this time, i was super devastated. I really cud not recall wat i did last yr, it all seemed so blur. But all i know is that i improved a lot and i will continue to do so. It doesn't matter wat others think abt my scores, cuz i knew i put in the effort and indeed they paid off. I had been thru a hell of a year and the scars will forever be there, therefore i had to work super super hard in order that history not repeat itself. I was so so grateful that that really wun happen. It was really not easy at all, now i understand that success doesn't come without failure. I know now. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. I am realy happy. I do not want to let my friends and family down again. It was a horrible feeling. To see crestfallen faces of loved ones....it felt like a thousand knives piercing thru my heart.Therefore, i'm glad i made it this time. With vast improvements and i'm proud of myself. Even though these results are not excellent ones, pple may despise them, i'm contented, because this is a small step towards something greater. I'm improving slowly, at my own pace. At least this shws that i can achieve wat i want if i spend more effort on it. And so long as i keep improving and putting in more effort, i'm sure i can achieve my goal. So glad that i dun have to see the principal's face again. *phew* During math and bio, stupid idiotic bunch of guys sat behind us and was like comparing marks and bragging to one another abt getting 90s and 80s. Wah lau...felt like giving them some tight slaps. Wat the hell. Pple in frnt like all moderate only lor then they gua gua jiao. Shud have taken xn's water bottle and throw at them. Insensitive pigs.......Some pple passed but they felt that they didn't do well. But A levels is different from O levels so actually they are already quite good already, perhaps is their own expectations that they didn't meet.But since i repeated this yr, i realised that i'm not competing with others, but myself. And that goals must be realistic and not some far fetched ones that you'll never achieve. I'm really glad that i'm still able to continue this battle, there were a few times i had wanted to give up. Because i felt tired,having to reapeat the whole process again, it just seemed so long and futile. But seeing my results, i'm glad that i had been give a chance to prove myself. I really love all my dear frens who had been by my side all these times, giving me support. If not, i think i wud have given up already. I'll continue work hard and put in more effort for the MCTs next year. Suddenly i dun feel so useless anymore. To my frens who are having ya exams soon, jiayou!!~~ And i'll be ard if ya need to de-stress or talk k~~! Got to tell dad the gd news. :P
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
3:25 pm
Went sch for mass talk and pep workshp. They scared that pple willl feel sucidial when they got their results so they asked this psyhologist to come give inspiring talk...lolx..anyways after that the Vp announced that we will be chag=nging our time table AGAIN. Cuz she realised that the 10 min early thingy doesn't work tat well, every morning got a large number of pple late, so she say will resume to normal next week. But dismissal time still earl, so she reducing lesson time from 50 mins to 45 mins...cool...hahaha...dunno why they keep changing things lah..but so long as i wun be late can liaoz..lalalalala...
Okie after that went for the magic wrkshop. At first i tot that it was gg to be boring. But hey i think we had the most 'happening' wrkshop that even pple from other wrkshop sneaked in to see lor. Haha. The magician was super funny. Tot us many magical effects too. lolx. Xin ni was asked to perform also. Haha she blur blur go dwn. lolx. had fun. then went find rach after that to 'perform' for her. hee. poor girl had to stay in sch.
later on eunice,xn and me went bugis makan then decided to go watch shw at PS. So we rushed there to buy tix. Met joycie and liling, they gg zoo. Very pro, hey maybe next time can go together too! hee. Anyways eunice wanted to watch the korean horror, but the time slots were so late, so we watched 2046 instead. Wah lao we look under 16 meh?? The tix auntie and collector were so frantic to see us then rushed us to shw them our id. erm we were in TJC uniform ...*dotz* ok la they were doing their jobs. hmm. Very artistic shw but sometimes quite humorous also. Felt tat the cinematography was great! A bit draggy towards the end, but the strange thing is, i like it. Tony leung was great, in fact all the actors were great.I liked the part where faye wong played the android and had smthin gg on with Takuya Kimura. Cuz they were real characters tat Tony leung wrote abt, then they acted out his script.interesting. hmm. but got some parts dun understand haha. Not bad lah. i want to watc THE FORGOTTEN and shark tale next but they havent release.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:08 pm
Today went kimage at tamp with minah and got a new hair cut! hee cuz got discount mah then go try and see what kindda look i'll get lorx. The hairstylist for me was this cut that look jappie but i think is malaysian lah. He advised me on my hair style lor then proceed to cut and wash for me. Hmm and the end result is not bad. Hee. i liked it la... :P
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:02 pm
Here's wat i wana do:
1)Clean my room!(done)
2)Change hamster's cage *stinks*
3)Cut my hair!~
4)watch Vcds!
5)Go eat sakae
6)Sing kbox (done!)
7)Carry out 'plan'
8)Go swimming!!!
9)Jay's concert tix collection!! :P
10)Finish reading da vinci
11)Buy nov issue of TEENS cuz got Gina
12)Buy new slippers/shoes
13)Wants a new bag
14)get my teeth fixed!
15)do cards...
16)fold 'something'
17)Buy normal and coloured contacts!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:39 pm
YEAH EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!!
Haiz chem was pretty bad. Dunno wat to do now. Really, really afraid that u know it's gg to be bad. But now can only hope for the best la. After my exam then the yr 2s having As soon. Jia you my friends!!! After chem yest, went makan with wl,wq and rach. Then later on went to meet TYs and Argal at the tamp paviliion to sing song yeah yeah!! Didnt knw that tamp got newly open kbox! hahahaha. It was fun! De-stress!!! But only got a few jay's new songs *sadz* haha but overall was okie la. Then ard 7 plus came back sengkang. Minah came to my hse to borrow some vcds. Actually today was suppose to celebrate wei wei's bdae. But she not free. We quite bu shuang, cuz we askeed her to make herself free this week mah and she say anything. Then last min say cannot. She told us got camp tml until 24th oct. Haiz By tat time ar gal having her exams le how to go out? grr....dunno her la 20 le mah got own life and more impt stuff to do then be with us to celebrate bdae. *sigh* Tonight Eternal happines last episode must watch!!!!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:30 pm
Ya ya..i know that i've said i wun be blogging until end of promos. But hey a girl's got to de-stress herself to be more productive rite? :P *sigh* damn tired now. Just had GP this morning. Today woke up to find my arm and neck hurting like hell. Yesterday had stupid math and bio together!! Sat for 5 hr 30 mins of exam. Freak. And they really shud not put math in morning then bio. Cuz after a super shitty math paper, no body is in the mood to memorise bio! I mean we are focusing on all numericals then suddenly had to switch back to notes full of words and names of compounds to remember!Oh for bio essay, proteins came out again!! It's almost like last yr!! i remb attempting that qns while being unprepared last yr. Haha i tried it again this time super prepared. Must Xue Chi muahahaha. Anyway really very tired now.At least got 1 extra day to pia for chem. Tml econs paper mah. Haiya damn stress la. Dun wana repeat history!!!! Met 25/03's chem tutor. So dao. Me and rachael greeted and smiled at her then she just continue walking, ignoring us. What's her prob?? oh thx kl for the choc and post card, i like that dancing man not his hair okie?? Minah, jia you for ya exams too. Go plan ar mah's celebrations after our exams k? miss ya. Chemistry=my last hope
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:40 pm
因为爱
协志: 看着天空渐渐的亮起来
协志/仁甫: 幸福的花儿有没有开
5566: 哦美梦甜的让人不想醒来
小纬: 太阳不管我是否存在
小纬/怀恩: 每天依然快乐的自转
R&B: 想你若不在 我怎么会精采
Oh 告诉我什么是爱 怎么做才不会遗憾
告诉我什么是爱和被爱 把你的心门都打开
看看阳光多么温暖 所有的冷漠都不再因为爱
K-ONEJR: 你说爱就像个调色盘
K-ONEJR/Darren: 把喜怒哀乐通通都挤一块
太极全: 有红的蓝的绿的橘色和黑白
太极全: 我们曾有过争执和不愉快
JR/心凌/仔仔: 如今通通都抛开
JR/7F: 在雨后剩下天边迷人的灿烂 Oh
Darren/Gino/Kido: 我不要生命中没有你
协志/孟哲/心凌: 只希望这承诺你都会相信
仔仔/JR: 让我牵你的手一起走过这冬季
仁甫/立扬/仔仔: 写爱的奇迹
NA NA NA...
Typhoon:
There's a voice's telling me
Only true love you can see
那是天使在singing说 make it real
183Club:
这个世界的苦已太多 偏偏彼此只懂得折磨
退一步就海阔天空love love love
I wanna know what it's like
I wanna feel what it's like
I wanna know what it's like to be loved
I wanna know what it's like
I wanna feel what it's like
I wanna know what it's like to be loved
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:24 pm
Wondering why i'm blogging now? haha cuz i'm printing out some bio stuff to study that's why. Think this will be my last post b4 promos. Only 3 days left, suppose to feel nervous and stuff but strangely i dun feel much these days. Maybe it was becuz of the stress?? I duno. On Wed, half the class didn't go to sch. lolx. Thur most went. Because thur got bio. lolx. The whole class puts bio first priority. Yeah. Cuz we got a super funny tutor and that i think the best tutor out of all for our class. haiz. To my frens: Sorry i wasnt' ard to listen to u guys during this period, i promise after exam i will make up for this time k. ok shall go back to studying. :(
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:10 pm
