So fast new year eve already!!~ 2 more days to sch reopen!
Yesterday, rach,xn and eunice came to my hse to do the math project. We really have no idea about all those stats stuff. But finally after racking our brains and with the internet, we manage to come up with the solution. Then we gave xn her prez, which is super belated la...haha. But turned out that she had bought the mayday cd le, which is one of the items we gave her. lolx. Then due to hunger, we walked all the way in the heavy rain to Rivervale mall's newly opened LJS to makan. At compass, we went to exchange the Mayday cd for my Zhang shao han's cd Aurora! Yeah!!! But since cannot refund, so eunice bought TAufik's cd. It's actually the pre-order la cuz the actual cd is due for release on jan. But the manager that served us was very friendly and chirpy haha and we were worried that they might not let us change the cd.
Listening to Aurora right now, very nice! hee.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
4:20 pm
Deepest regards to all those people affected by the tsunami. Hope there the casualty rate will not increase any more. *prays*
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:01 pm
okie cant believe i just watched the Tiger Cup Singapore Vs Myanmar. Woah. At first only my bro and dad wana watch then i just sat there and watch for a couple of mins, and yup it was damn exciting. Well i'm not a super crazy soccer fan watsoever, just watch for fun sometimes, and i didnt expect S'pore to do quite well in this 1st leg of the semi finals. Okie shabbily played in the first half but 2nd half is super exciting. Lolx. And ya i kindda see hope for singapore to win in the cup, if they can beat Myanmar again in homeground this sun. And i hope is LIVE telecast please. If not mon got sch then cannot watch until very late. Blah my 1st time supporting the Lions!wahaha. Okie Tml doing project, hopefully can get everything done in 1 day.
Oh btw drank too much on mon hehehehe...
4 more days to sch reopen boo hoo....
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:17 pm
Just experience a super chaotic +stressful +tiring morning. Went to the sec sch at 8plus. After registration, listened to the talk by the P and VP. Chao sianz. Then my sis was taken to tour the sch compund. So me and my bro chiong dwn to the canteen to queue for the books. Luckily we were quite in frnt, 32, so we slacked in the canteen until our number was called. There was this one guy wearing the Xmas cap and calling the numbers, like some kind of aunction like tat wahaha quite comical. So i asked my bro go stand in the Uniform queue first while i buy the books. Later on i took over his place then this girl behind me like bu shang. So her mother(pink lady) kept inching her beside me. Then b4 i knew it she was in frnt of me. I close one eye becuz my sis haven came dwn yet so i let them go first. It was quite frantic too, cuz the queue was super long like buying hello kitty like tat, so we took measurements and paid and went to collect the clothes. Haiz i think their estimation cum measurement got prob cuz all my sis's stuff and clothes were too small for her!! Interesting events tat occurred during buying of uniform:
1) When we went to buy PE shirt in a class room, that women that cut queue was behind us. I heard her daughter whispering smthin then she was saying ,
" There, that's the lady that cut queue" whom she meant me. So i just ignored her comments. Then i think her daughter said wat why i so fast cuz i was suppose to be behind them. The irritating woman commented super loudly and super sarcastically
,"AIYAH CUT QUEUE OF CUZ FAST LAH!". Okie that was the straw that broke the camel's back. Being already stressed and frantic and irritable, i turned around look at her menacingly ( Diao-ed her in hokkien) and retorted," My brother was in front in the first place, So S-O-R-R-Y!" . Damn shuang. I think she was utterly shocked and speechless and was quiet throughout after that. Wahaha. Actually wanted to scold her smthin more nan ting but i was trying to be a bit more civilised. Please la she cut queue first then anyhow accuse me then if she just keep to herself or say discreetly then forget it. But she announce to whole world like that wahlao.
2) A bunch of yaya aunties were standing behind us flaunting their wealth and sons to each other. Wat discussing wat game boy blah blah latest one gg to buy for their sons, $300 plus leh. WAH...so ex wor...come on lah....haiz.......
3) Changed my sister's shoes like 4 times, and pe clothes all also change. Wah. So jia lat. Was rushing here and there. Heng the shoe guy quite nice, very patient haha gd service. I dun know why they allow students to measure cuz obviously they keep giving us the wrng size. arhhh....
4)5 edgefield sch students small ah bengs so noisy when one of the mum is buying badge. Wl then the little girl i think abt 5 yrs old know how to sch bad words......hmm...
So in the end, bought everyhing and reached home at 12 plus. Damn tiring. Worse is tat auntie. I rarely raise my temper and those who saw me getting mad or angry really must go buy 4D. But i just hate being accused and when weather is hot and pple are rushing to do things and suddenly someone just rub it in they're in for it. My bro also say that auntie keep kicking him. Haiz......Wat an experience...
BTW MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:26 pm
My sis is gg to be in the same sch as my bro. MUahaha. And she kept asking whether the uniform will really change or not cuz she hates it hee hee checkard brown and white dress?? Like nurse like tat...muhahaha cant imagine her wearing it. *sigh* And tml me and bro will be accompanying her to buy U and books art 830am!!!! ARH! There goes my beauty sleep!!!!!!!And surely got lotsa aunties and parents there. Cud still remb i was always very excited abt new sch years in the past. Wondering wat i wud learn and wat surprises are in stall for me every year. Well, some how, my feelings abt 2005 are mixed. Anyways piaing hmwk now....and kl, i really think aaron got crush u if not he really bo liao keep disturbing u, he nuthin to do huh? hee :P
Anyways, tml dad's gg to see the surgeon, so i guess everything'll depend on tml. haiz.
I'm sure everything is fine. Be strong we'll be here for you dad.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:40 pm
Okie Mao Mao's cage stinks, decided to change it today lolx. He's the strangest hamster i've ever kept. Not as well trained as my previous ones, who'll response ethusiastically when i called them. He's always sleeping the whole day and plays very late at nite. And always gives me the sleepy and indifferent look whenever i tried disturbing it in the morning. Blah. Not as fun as the others, but still i love him. hee. Cuz he's so cute and lazy ! Wana breed hamsters,but too bad his mate died. *sigh* oh wellz next time.
BTW, chn 8 devils' blue quite an intersting shw. Nice.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
4:42 pm
Let Me Show you (The way)-Natasha Thomas
(Chorus)
Let me show you the way
It's a game that we play
Oh everyday so easy
Let me show you the way
Oh just say what you say
So easily
(Verse 1)
The way of your touch is always heavenly
And I love the way that you are lovin' me
You wrapped me up in the colour of your love
You must be an angel high from above in the game of the heart
You know I know that you are mine
(Chorus)
Let me show you the way
It's a game that we play
Oh everyday so easy
Let me show you the way
Oh just say what you say
So easily
(Verse 2)
Are you gonna be there when I need someone
And will I be always just the only one
I don't wanna have just another heartbreak
So tell me is your love true or fake in the game of the heart
You know I know that you are mine
(Chorus)
Let me show you the way
It's a game that we play
Oh everyday so easy
Let me show you the way
Oh just say what you say
So easily
One kiss
One love
One word
One mouth with nothin' more
One life
One dream
You save it save it for me
(Chorus)
Let me show you the way
It's a game that we play
Oh everyday so easy
Let me show you the way
Oh just say what you say
So easily
(Show you the way)
Show you the way
Game that we play
Everyday so easy
Let me show you the way
Oh just say what you say
So easily
Let me show you the way
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:58 pm
You'll be okie. You'll be fine. You are strong, you can overcome this. We'll all be supporting you.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:34 pm
Havent updated in a long time. Nuthin much, 'cept been sick since a few days ago. haiz. Sis and the others have gone to Malaysia. Will be cumin hm tml nite....Have been piaing hmwk etc. Hey ppl our project?? Next week gona be sooo bz. Wed and thur must acc sis to her new sec sch, help her buy books and uniform. Tat day clashed w dad's checkup, wanted to go with him but mum and aunt i gg so i need to help my sis. Then the op thingy so ya will be quite mang la. My heartfelt thanks to all my dearest frens who are so supportive and understanding Thank u guys! Thanks to
Qin mummie!bl,lene,ys,jy,serene,nuts. Especially so to
Fui,cla,KL,Wanni,pooch. Love u guys so so much, your words have given me much strength to go thru with this. Just wana tell u guys that everything's getting better,am coping okie :)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:53 pm
.................cant even open my eyes now. haiz. Today's consultation wif the doc didn't go so well.Bypass is the only option. She told us that the blockages were extremely serious. .......There are 2 main vessels and Dad's now only surviving on 1 vessel...the other is completely blocked. Even the other one is diseased. ...........So if tat 1 is totally blocked then.........................................................................*sigh* But i believe if dun exert then okie. The doc said its just like a time bomb once triggered then.......but if dun trigger then is quite okie. She advised to operate asap. So will be refered to a surgeon next thur, most likely having op ard Christmas time. Then must rest for 3 mths............there's 3% risk though, but i think shud not be a prob cuz dad's still young. Ya i know, but still its a MAJOR op. Dad's scared, mum's worried and so are all of us. I can sense the fear in his eyes. I know. I almost broke dwn. But i didn't cuz i dun wan him to see me cry. I know now is the time i need to be strong to help in supporting my family. To help take care of things in the hse. To share the burden and responsibility in the household. I just dun understand. He doesnt smoke,doesnt drink doesnt have unhealthy habits. Why why why why why why why why why why why. Its scary. Cuz we may say its safe and stuff, but thinking abt it and gg thru with it is very scary. It's difficult to understand. Have explained it to my bro and sis and i hope they understood wat i told them abt sharing responsibility. Dad's looks as if he has aged 10 yrs. 8sigh* wat to do now? Pray pray and pray. Will be successful one la. Haiz. Definitely. No doubt. So ya, sorry if i wun be gg out to celebrate Xmas and watever stuff. Bu tno mood la. And damn sch is reopening. Dad wun be sending us already, so yup must really pick myself up and shw him tat he doesnt have to worry abt us, just concentrate on getting well. Yup tat's wat i have to do.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:22 pm
Bayside Shakedown roxs. Today can watch again. Waha. Oda Yuji really looks like Jay in the show!! OMG. They resembles so much except oda yuji's eyes are bigger and also look a bit mousey. hee.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:25 pm
Nationl Treasure- Great, thirilling,exciting and fantastic movie. Got me hooked and i was soo absorbed into the story. It's a definitely
MUST SEE!!!!!!!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:05 pm
Just came back from hosp. Dead tired. Stayed there the whole day. The doc was bz so in the end dad went in ard 1045am. This procedure was suppose to be quite fast, but in the end we all waited until almost 3pm then he was pushed out. And the result was bad. His condition is quite serious. With 2 blocked arteries, 1 totally blocked and another 80% blocked.*sigh*....................The doc advised him to go for a bypass surgery. But dad's still considering. Cuz a bypass is very risky. Though i know the success rate is quite alright, still its major major op. Balloon angio is safer but the clot may return again next time. When dad came back from angiography, he kept thinking and thinking. I feel so sad too...nuthin i can do to help him. And he was still conscious through out the entire procedure, only his arm was on anesthesia. I see him in pain, but still forcing a smile. Haiz. So next tue gg back to discuss his options with the doc. Dammit. So worrying, major op leh. Trip confirmed cancelled la, but my useless sister still feel like wan to go...scolded her badly just now, so not sensible. And not to mention its gg to cost a BOMB. And i mean a BOMB! No more fancy treats, i'm not buying new bag le, no more unnecessary spendings. ......................................................shit i hope all these is over soon.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:37 pm
Met up with fui and cla today. Haha so long nv see them le. Went to eat Hans river at eastpoint. Okie have been eating and eating. oh no must not spend and eat so much le. After tat went bugis walk walk. Cla wanted to buy bag too, i also wanted to buy Angela Zhang's latest album Aurora, but the uncle said it was sold out. Humph. While we were walking half way, dad called me. Cuz today he went for checkup, then he told me that the doc said tml he needs to go for operation. I was like damn stunned la. He said he needs to go do Angiography, which is the specialised study of the heart and blood vesseld by injecting the contrast medium(x-ray dye) and fast filming sequence. This is used in documenting congenital heart diseases etc. Immediately i thought about the experience i had at KKH last yr. While doing attachment there, we went in the op theatre to see a patient doing the Angiography operation. Not a very pleasent place to be in. Now my own dad has to do this operation. Bloody hell i'm worried. So worried. Okie its just checking the flow of the vessels and not very major op, but still its a surgery or smthin and i know even though my dad didnt say, but he is also scared. I'm scared for him too. Hopefully everything's gg to be okie. He needs to go for the op tml morning, guess all of us will be gg with him. Then i think need to stay in hosp for at least a day. Yup and the stupid trip is cancelled. Its not a big deal, dad's health more impt. Haiz. Dunno, have been feeling so worried and restless since he told me the news. So i went with Fui and Cla to the Guan Yin Temple to pray again. I prayed for him. And i also got a Tailsman for him to bao ping an. *sigh* The op is gg to cost a bomb. Maybe thousands?........................................................................At least by gg with him tml will put my mind at ease. PLEASe PLEAsE LET EVERYTHING BE OKIE........
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:52 pm
Went to meet renee for BJ's diary 2 on tue. Super funny. Though critics said it wasnt gd but i still find it great. At least it was better then wat i expected. Then we went to eat pizza lunch, damn cheap cuz its like 6 plus for students and we each get our own pizza and soup + drink. Ys met us after that. Then went ard looking for my new bag. hmm. Saw a few but still looking. Ard 8 plus met kl they all at tanah merah to send sis aya off. Will be waiting for ya to come back k!!!!!~~~ Hey i've posted the pixs in the albums le. Here goes:
Cutie_paw
ys_me_poodle
Cutie_paw2
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:37 pm
Went wanni's hse today to see Paw. Super cute! haha And we all agree it look like a huge version of a hamster. But compare to Lala and Nemo, it's sooo small, cuz it's still a baby! And it squeals when it cant find lala! So Kawaii-ne!!!!!~~And i love its colour, brown and a tinge of white, wanni u so lucky..! Oh and kl became its Nanny, cuz she kept feeding it. And Wq is its godma or smthin. hee. Then later on we went dwnstairs to buy mac and went back to da hse to watch dvd. Yes the fries were like our popcorn or smthin. lolx.Quite fun. Oh and glad i didnt get lost on my way back to boon keng hee. Kl love I DREAM. Okie credits to u and ya fren who got the lyrics. :P
I dream - Taufik Batisah
in my mind, i can climb
all the mountains that surround me
my spirit's there, where eagles dare to fly
in my heart, there's a spark
that can light the world around me
an open door, where i am sure dreams are
it doesn't matter if i win
or the colour of my skin
'cos the race is all about
believing in yourself
‘cos i dream
i can run, like the wind
and be strong
when my heart just wants to give in
i dream
i can be, the hero that's in me
when i dream,
i dream
if there's a time, in your life
when the odds are so against you
there's no defeat, if all you keep is pride
first or last, slow or fast
there's a dignity that makes you
keep driving on, when world's have come apart
it doesn't matter rich or poor
or the things you've done before
cause the race is all about
believing in yourself
and i dream
i can run, like the wind
and be strong
when my heart just wants to give in
i dream
i can be, the hero that's in me
when i dream
i dream
of a moment
that forever will be golden
when the torch is passed
only dreams will last
that are shared by everyone
and i dream
i can run, like the wind
and be strong
when my heart just wants to give in
i dream
i can be, the hero that's in me
when i dream,
i dream.
I
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:03 pm
Today's dad's bdae. We planned a little surprise for him. hee. Me and sis went to buy a fruit cake for him and later on hid it in the fridge. Then we celebrated for him when mum came home. Well hopefully this happy occasion will ward off any unlucky omen or things to come. Lolx. Oh saw eleen in her working outfit yesterday when me,kl and wanni went kbox. It's really so different. Hearing her experiences was really fascinating and amusing. Hee. Kl when u wana buy clothes for wrk dun forget me i help u choose k...haha
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:58 pm
Alrite!Congrats to TAUFIK who won the Sg idol yesterday! But Sly did a fantastic job as well, so kudos to him too! I think both of them really improved a lot since Sg Idol started. And yes now i understand why some one went to jay's concert*winks* Anyways whether he cut chi or eng album if is nice then i will buy ! lalala....Love the song I DREAM.....!! Hope Taufik will do us proud at world idol!
Hmm so pple are getting jobs, classes,attachments, learning to drive etc. And wat am i doing? After this week must super pia hmwk liaoz. haiz. Almost forgot tat sch will reopen for me exactly 29 days later......*sigh*I wana do all these things too...but..haiz....1 year..i know ppl told me tat yr 2 is short and time wil pass quickly i know cuz i've been thru till march mah...but still its a long time. hai haiz......Well dad's bdae cumin this sat, yesterday my bro came in and say wana plan surprise for him...lolx...i was so touched cuz tat rascal was suddenly so thoughtful. Hmm shall go buy a cake or smthin. Then tue he will be gg for his treadmill run, hope everything will be fine lah....
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:41 pm
背影 (K-ONE)
我们 忘了那承诺 要一起 开心 熬着到最后
你总是看着我 笑着点着头 雨过天晴后 有灿烂的彩虹
背着我 你什么都不肯说 我 比你还折磨 no no no no no no
影子多寂寞 我 wu hu oh wu 看着你的背影发抖
难道是我给的太过沉重 Oh Oh 在求我放手
我是真的要的不多 怎么连牵个手都变成 是奢求wo 你不再爱我
For U 我还能爱多久 你说 你说 再过5秒后
你的眼透露着和他做的梦 不管我紧紧 把幸福捧在手
背着我 你什么都不肯说 我 比你还折磨 no no no no no no
Never let you go 我 wu hu oh wu 想抱你 却被你狠狠挣开手
我 还傻傻的不敢喊痛 如果抉择 让你更快乐
我 wu… 会放手给你自由绝不强求
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:52 pm
Went to the zoo with kailin,ni,ts,ql,aya,eloon and andrea. It's been dun know how many years liaoz lor since i've been to the zoo. Met very very early at cck mrt station. I took a new bus route today, 161 and got off at woodlands int. It was mch quicker than i expected, only took me 25mins like tat to reach woodlands. Then i transfer train to CCK. *happie* So after tat went to zoo to see the animals!!! The primates,sealions,orang utan,white tiger!!!!!!! Lolz, we behave like we're tourists or smthin giggling,gasping,pointing at the animals. hahaha. Then had lunch at KFC then continue to walk ard, see animal shws,take photos. Hey wanni remb to send us the pics! hee. After that went orchard. By tat time my legs and feet were in pain. Walked the whole of yesterday and today in my shopping slippers, that's why now my feet so painful. Plus the fact that woke up too early, ( u know slp is extremely impt to me!) so ya wasn't concentrating much later on.
Anyways, had a great time today. Though when i came home wasn't feeling well. Hopefully a l'il slp will help. Am working on the jay concert pixs, grr.....looking forward to fri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!And tml's IDOL FINALE!!!!!!!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:28 am
