(WARNING: LONG POST AND EXPLICIT LANGUAGE)

Stupid day, stupid school, sucky results. My mood was totally wrecked during civics, when Evan ho informed us abt our progress report. Since this year there is no MCT, they will count the test marks and gave us the report. But those fucking pple didnt say they were gg to make pple drop subject or see the principal if they didnt do well. And yes i was one of the 10 that had to see the bugged eye monster. And yes cuz i didn't meet the 1A2AO for my tests result. I expected such results cuz i didnt really study for the tests, but i didnt expcect that we had to see the P if we fail mah. All of us were shocked la. We only had a few tests and these tests were fucking hard la. The chem tests were on organic and even b4 we did 1 of the tests, Miss lee even told us that it will be good enuff if we can pass the test needless to say do well for it. And bio we only had 2 tests. I did okie for one, but failed the other. So overall still fail. Majority of my classmates got single digit for tat bio test. So ya is it fair to judge base on the test results?? NO! Some pple may be involved in their Pdps, others may have other stuff and no time to study. For me, I know i wasnt feeling well during the period of some tests. The others were because i hadn't really treat it as a big deal . Now that it IS a big deal, i really regret it la. But i'm equally piss at them!!! The bug eyed monster made a few pple drop subjects. Pple like elmo, she is smart, but slacker, didnt study much for tests. She can do really well if she studies and its true. Why make her drop?? I just dun understand what the hell their freaking mind is thinking. And we dun know how the marks are calculated and stuff. They also never tell us properly in the first place. Oh and for the statistics, i heard over 200 plus pple failed for chem/bio. See. I mean if we had many tests and i still got such results and if i really studied then i have nothing to say. BUt now.....So i had to see her next tue. I told my dad yest and he was also bloody pissed at the sch and the system. He does not wana see her and he said if she tried to say anymore fucking things abt reataining again or wat he is gg to kick up a big fuss and maybe even go to ministry or smthin. I mean he knows i am trying la. And i am... okie. COping with stress in sch, with my dad's condition, with my ar mah's condition that period of time, also not eazy leh. Where got mood to study for fucking tests??? Wl i'm reminded of exactly 1 yr ago the traumatic experience which i had gotten over. NOw................Then E ho lectured us for 2 whole periods. She said we were the worse and weakest class that she had taken. PLUZzzzz la, she always takes scholar's class mah. Well too bad we are not scholar's class. Then she told us that when she was talking to 1 of the tutors, expressing her shock at our result, the teacher asked her wat class are we and when she said 21/04, the the tutor was like, " No wonder la, 21/04 very NOTORIOUS". ???????????????????????????????????? Since when did our class became notorious for??? Personally i feel that 21/04 is okie, pple are nice and some pple in class are really hard working wat. What did the class do to offend the teacher? Dun know who he/she is la but i think she/he shud just open his/her eyes more. Come on lor. We were really shocked la. And the E ho is a bit suspicion of us now. What the hell.
TMD. Really pissed okie. Just let me fa xia online. HAiz. I think dad not feeling that well after i told him abt it. He seemed agitated. I dun wan him to be agitated. Wl. Pooch told me smthin which i think is so pathetic. She thinks the sch is aming to be better, cuz of the '86 batch's result. So they are really gg all out to reach their goal of Top 3 jc or smthin shitty like that. Wah kaoz.
Then they calling up pple's parents 1 by 1 to inform abt the meeting . Cant we just inform them ourselves????? Grrrrrr

Yeah i got my mp3 player!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo!!~~
Its really small and light haha and its white! Its the 1 gb one and got discount too!


Been playing with it since yesterday. Today supppose to have class gathering at Miss Ng's church cuz she is performing. She was only joking abt gg to see her but i guess pple were quite enthu abt gg. But i cant go today because it's my bro's bdae then we gg out to celebrate. Oh well also realised that Jones Shi Kang Jun is Wee suan's cousin!!~ OMG haha Cuz i remb his original name is not this. I think Ah xin heard his demo then wanted to collaborate with him or wat. Hmm, but i think his voice not bad la, got qian tu hahaha.

Yesterday after sch went to collect my mp3 player with rach,xn and eunice and went to watch Miss Congenality 2. Sandra Bullocks rocks! It is a great show and it was so hilarious! I think it's as nice or even nicer then the original movie. And in it there's this guy who is her fashion/image consultant who reminds me of Zn! lolx. Esp the part where he dresses up as a drag queen. I almost died of laughter. Cool shw.

Yeah watching The eye 10 tml.

It's back to sch again! haha had to wake up early again, cant really adjust back my waking up time after the hols lolx. Anyways, no more swimming! Mass Pe did some crazy circuit training. run 400 m in 2 mins for 4 times. I really dun like tj's pe training system. I mean not all pple have the same stamina (esp pple like me!) and normally i wud have taken 2 1/2 or 3 mins to run 1 round la. So i think they are just trying to kill us. Gp was boring. Math lect doing stats, dun really understand, maybe as wat kl say, go home ya jiu. But i think i may need to get some extra help from u guys :)
Then after sch at 1245pm, family-rose, went to bedok Mac for lunch and to spend our time, while waiting for chem make up lect from 430-6pm :( Another reason to go there was because Teddy's Mao was studying there hehehehe. So sweet :P Anyways i think they prob were the only 2 really studying cuz the rest of us were crapping away and i laughed until i was so tired and my jaws hurt. And of cuz we were all fussing over eunice's pink ipod mini! Really cool design and keypad. It's like just move your finger clockwise/anticlockwise direction to manuvoure the thing damn nice! And the sound quality is good. haha see la tempt me again. But ya had a rough feel of how it works la. I think i wud still prefer the creative one la cuz i think it can contain more types of file format and easier to use. Plus batt life is longer and more convenient to replace. So eunice, beware me and rach will harass ur ipod until we got ours muhahaha (jk) :P
The uncle hasnt called me today. Think most prob tml or wat. Hopefully as soon as possible la haha cant wait to get my hands on tat mp3. Afterwards we all went to chem and i think we left looking like zombies cuz we were really really worn out. I think after typing this post i gg to zzzzzzzzz liaoz. haha Oh Just realised that fri is Good Fri and is holiday again Yippe!

Thanks kl and ni, i love you guys, u are the best!!!!!!! So touched! :P

Anyways, finally found some where which sell the player i want for a very good price! I hope the one i want got white colour lor, haha cant wait to get my hands on it! The eggs that my goldfish laid hatched!!! Gosh i think is the 4th batch already! I saw the hatching process haha so tiny the babies, but i think not all will survive la. Just heard that my cousin's hamster suffocated to death, poor chap.

1 more day to school reopen :(

Help help...haiz i still deciding which mp3 player to buy. Suppose to go with Eunice to view the It fair but i dun feel well today, sorry gal! And yes that added to more headache for me. I want either the creative muvo slim or micro N200 or the Apple ipod mini. Both got pros and cons la and i am still undecided. blah.

Oh ya yesterday evening had a family gathering at Sakura restaurant at Tampines Safra. My aunt's treat! There were so many variety of food and we can take as much as we want cuz its buffet! Oh man. Sushis,seafood,satay,desserts,shark's fin soup*drools* hehehe i wana stay there 4eva! No la, cannot later become super fat..lolx....Anyways had a great time, i want to go there again, but i think it is quite ex. Hmm but it's a great place for gathering, class or watever cuz other then the food, the atmosphere is also good. hehe.

Tml gg back to sch again...so early! *sadz*

YEAH ITS THE HOLS AND I SURVIVED THIS WEEK!!!!!
oh man, i'm soooo glad that the week is over! This has been one of the most stressful week in my entire JC life man. Also because my stomach have been not well so its like since wed until today still very painful. i hope its not gastric or smthin. Well, i'm stress because on thur had bio test and bio spa mock. So imagine i had to like cram everything bio. First must memorise Spa stuff, then 3 hrs later must go and have lect test which i didnt really prepare well for it. And thur was the longest sch day and the day ends with grp PE which the class had 2.4 mock test. :(
Horrible day. Even so, yesterday was the worse man.

FRI 11/03/05 ( Chem SPA EXAM AND TJ IDOL)

Had a terrible start to the day. Thur night i was so tired that i went home and slpt. And i did not study for my chem spa A level ASSESSMENT. Jia lat. So i was like mugging and cramming all the skill D evaluation thingy into my mind. Heng its B,D and not C,D or some shit combination la. Anyways, pract was 1st 3 periods la so i think i manage to get the info in my head b4 that. So i sat at the veyr last bench with Shilpa. Miss Lee and the Mr. Cheng ( the male chem tutor tat looks like and woman) were there to supervise us on our skill B, implementation of our procedures. haha never would the class know that it was gg to be so disastrous. It was on organic synthesis of asprin. So everything went well and i've got much crude product, all until when we were told to add hot water and see cloudiness. I didnt see any and i realised that nobody got cloudiness too. So i saw the male teacher telling shilpa and wq to boil their flasks on the hot plate again, so i followed. After that i tried to cool down the solution and even scratch the flask to obtain the crystals, but i cud not. Then Miss Lee came and told me off angrily for adding too much ethanol solvent. But the amt i added was the amt that she told us to add during mock pract wat. I think everybody did the same so nobody got the cloudiness. So i boiled it for the 2nd time and tried to scratch it again. I was already panicking by this time cuz if dun get crystals then immediately fail. Heng this time i got, but it is so little that i still felt worried. And i have not finished my report yet. When i went to weigh the pure product, it was like only 0.2 when i started off with 2.0g. Then my saviour came! Wq was also weighing her pdt then i saw she got very good yield so she gave me a bit of hers! THANKS THANKS, u saved me!!!!!!!! *phew* so i quickly rushed to finish everything. Every body was stressed. We felt like we are doing the pract for the 1st time like tat, shou mang jiao luan. Everybody including the teachers were frantic. Pple broke stuff, talked, kena scolded, and some were even guided to do the expt. Some had to repeat the expt a few times others were all frantic. It was the WORSE pract i have ever done in my entire 2 yrs and 3 mths in JC, and it was suppose to be A level Exam!!! WL....

So that sucked big time. The whole class felt like dying. Stomache......
Well after chem remedial, xn me and eu went Parkway to walk walk while rach went for her meeting. So we loiter until almost 6 b4 headign back to sch for the TJ idol competition. But Xn suddenly alighted the bus cuz she said her mum looking for her then she not gg. *dotz* Her tix still wif me la. So after meeting up with rach in sch we went audi. A large crowd was already gathering there le. I think they comprised of many Yr 1s and outsiders la. Saw ex SC pple, dhana they all, hey wanni y u nv go ?? And some yr 3s. SAw shilpa and we gave xn's tix to her, she so lucky we still have extra lolx. The thing was delayed as usual and it started at abt 7 plus i think. There were 2 categories grp and solo. Hosts were Tuan and Vd, judges were mr Raja,Miss Kuan,Mr Chung and Mr something. haha. Miss kuan super modern wear bandana some more. It was quite an exciting night, bigger and more grand then last yr. Many supporters had banners, cards, light sticks etc, like gg some super star concert like tat lolx. Mr. Bala wore hip hop and rapped the song Gangster's Paradise!! Mr Raja sang backgrd! lolz. He looked so diff! The grp performances were not that great only 3 grps were good, all gals grp, 1 choir grp and a dance grp. Dance?? haha ya there is one grp performing dance but they were really very good! They cud be professional dancers le!Very entertaning. The choir grp led by izati did something like a musical. so cute! They sang in hokkien and sent the whole audi into fits of laughter!
The solo was much better this year. The 2nd guy Gladwin or smthin sang songs that really melted our hearts. Charles was the last contestan. He sang his own composition 'Breathe Again' and another song. The whole audi went SIlENT when he started singing. Yes u cud even hear a needle drop. Everyone was mesmerised, even me, and kl i am not a fan of his. But i really felt his song and he improved a lot really. Everybody melted la. He's so sweet lo, dedicated the song to his gf. His 2nd song, he did the mouth-beating thing and sang at the same time. Really man he's so talented. After that we all cast our votes and went for refreshment.
So 15mins later me and rach went back for results. Silversound performed!!!! They were so good! I think they and 1 band i saw b4 from Tpjc are the 2 best band i've come across in sch. Really they're great. So yup results were expected, The Baking Fudge (choir grp) and Charles won. haha. YEah. Encore!!!!!!! haiz then took cab hm with rach la ard 11 plus. My stupid stomach still painful. haiz..
Anyways it was fun night. Felt like going kbox now! haha
Posting the pics later. I videoed mr bala and the dancers too. Either putting on my album or if u want i can email to anybody that wants to see. Oh i recorded charles voice too a bit za but can hear his voice :)

Release of the A levels result last fri. Am so happy for my friends that did so well in the exam. Really surprise that the result came out exceptionally well. My last tutorial tat day was bio and Miss Ng was so happy that she kept joking and smiling throughout the whole period!! Well of cuz man 89% AB grades for bio IS a lot! Improvements in most subjects, hence 1/2 day for all today, which doesnt affect me cuz i end at 1245pm shit. Tat afternn sneaked into hall with the 03 batch pple. haha super extra. But at least i get to feel wat's like for me next yr. Anyway, well done guys!After my learning journey on fri, met up with the nuts-wanni for dinner at Marche! Yum yum! Ordered many delicious food....*drools* and the best thing is that TS treated us a bit! yeah thanks girl *hugs*

Sat had CIP flag day. Turned out that nobody stayed in their allocated locations. So we decided to go to th eblk 58 market place in bedok. The one i went last yr and mistook my dad for a passer by and asked him to donate...lolx. Anyways i like doing CIP there, cuz the pple there are very friendly. Then too tired liaoz, so didnt go funan w kl they all. But went tamp the Qiji to eat Nasi lemak with rach,xn,eu,joyce and liling...damn nice...haha...

Yesterday evening went out for dinner at Compass point with fui and cla. Hey girls CONGRATULATIONS FOR GETTING GOOD RESULTS!!!!!!!!!! Really happy for u all. Haha. Yup yup. I really am happy for my friends that had gotten gd results. But i cant help feeling pressurised. I mean i kept thinking, like if i had taken the As with them wud i have scored as well?? I know some pple that almost retained still did very well in the As. So i cant help but think wat if it was me? I know lots of hard work is needed, but it just seemed that pple are scoring As like nobody's business like tat. Of cuz, they put in lotsa effort! So i guess i shall take this as a motivation, to do well this yr. I am determined la. This march hols is a gd time to really sit down and plan my revision schedule.

Love it~~


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Tml is the release of the A level results. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYBODY!!!!!!
Dunno why but i also kindda like feeling excited and nervous for my friends. Haiz. I mean waited for how many months liao then like finally this day has came. Wanted to see all u guys again!! But got so many things clash man. Sianz. Chem rem then go learning journey to some stupid far away place. Actually i requested to be excused, but got rejected. Cuz i feel that it is impt for me to see pple from my batch. I need to see the results, to be there for my friends because it is a very impt day for them. I dunno la i dun think i will be in the mood to do anything at all. Hey i am looking forward to seeing you all in sch tml! And to those i dun get to see, do remb i am just a call away if ya need me or wana inform me abt anything k. All the best to ya all really.

Tml also i must make my decision as to whether i should study biochem or food chem for the chem options topic. I know previously it was compulsory to study food chem, dun know why this yr let us choose. *dotz* Food chem seems fun but not fun to study. Bio chem shud be similar to bio, at least i think i will understand better and perhaps do better then in food chem? Just that some of the knowledge will be similar to that from bio also. hmm. Currently still weighing my odds. Lolx.

Shit la. Sat flag day is at Tanah merah Mrt there. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!
Some idiot made the whole class station there. Hello. TMerah is soooo small. I go there everyday! How to squeeze 23 pple with cans there??!! Dun they have common sense??
Firstly, there is limited space. It will be so cram that every body will just suffocate and die. Secondly, we will be a nuisance! So many cans rushing towards the public, maybe 6 person to 1 lady or man, wun they run off first b4 even donating? Thirdly, our movements are so restricted! Imagine standing there for 4 hrs! At least let us wonder ard and we will have our ways and means of getting pple to donate etc. Wat the hell are they thinking man. Of all places Tanah merah!!!!! grrr....

Just finished watching My date with vampire 3. Okie la not bad. i love when they just flash their fangs hehehe. Gotta get my hands on the soundtrack.

YUp tat's all ALL THE BEST EVERY BODY!