*phew* Feel better. haha. Realise that i forgot to blog for myself just know, see la too agitated already. This week dying liaoz. Today E ho never come for gp again, then throw us to do 2004 A levels compre last yr which is wat u guys took! Kl did u do the recycling question? Lolx. But all the questions quite tough leh! haha but we all dun care so whole class brought hm to do cuz so sianz. I doing the advertising one cuz nuthin else seemed appealing. After that still must revise bio and math *cries*
Wed i got math test on stats, then got this humanities talk, then 3-430pm have to go for SPA Skill C refresher course cuz i must retake that one! Grr and i tot i had done quite alrite for bio SPA. Cheater! Everything forget already la. Then next mon 5-6pm is the assessment!!!!!! &^*&%^%#&#**%**_+* I end at 1245pm on mon leh!! Must wait until so long!!! Haiz, just study in school la. Bo bian mah. Thur and Fri got RDE HELP!!!!!!!!!! Next week also killer week. Got GP test on wed afternn until 6 plus. So both weeks got 3-4 tests and normal weeks got min 2 tests per week........ (Am sourcing for suitable buildings with great view and smooth ground.)
On the verge of beng kui-ing. *sigh*
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:30 pm
Arh i cant stand this any more. I feel so pissed. I have never felt such anger for someone i barely knew. But the whole attitude really puts me off. I feel so bu fu qi for my friend. I really have to scold this guy, just to vent my anger.
To the idiot: Come on man, its like only such a short period of time and u have recovered from everything??? Does it really seem to you as if everything is back to normal again? Yes, both of u have to move on, but dun u think that u are speeding ahead?? It's not even a month! Can u show just a little, sensitivity and respect for the gal and dignity for yourself? And now i understand wat she means by u keep publicising to everybody your personal life. And i can see that ur new friend also likes to do the same thing. Woah perfect match! I'm totally grossed out an absolutely disgusted that both of u keep proclaiming your undying love to each other in your blog. Please do it privately okie? Nobody wants to know. And i can sense that she is doing it on purpose cuz she knows somebody else may be reading your blog. Pls lor so childish, oh well cannot blame mah, CUZ she is still a KID!!! Well tat kindda explain the language used. Goosebumps man. Well just to let u know that u have hurt my friend, but its a blessing in disguise cuz this gives her a very good reason to hate u for now. Hope that u and ya kiddie are happy. Oh its hard to say cuz she may go find some one better once u go into army. *exclaim* Then tat's too bad.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:55 pm
Yesterday went Pasir Ris Park to have family BBQ. There was a bit of drizzle at first but luckily the weather was good in the evening. I always loved having fam bbqs, cuz always a lot of yummilicious food!!! :P There were also crabs and delicious wings marinated by my auntie!! Then my uncle told us creepy tales as we sat down to relax at the mat. haha. Really scary next time can tell to others during chalets or bbqs haha. Anyways, it ended quite late like 10 pm. So tired.
Today having steamboat. WOohoo. Boy am i gg to get FAT!!
Lotsa pple coming down with flu nowadays, pple remb to take care !
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:15 pm
This morning went for the blood test. Early in the morning still so many pple waiting to do the test. We had to pay first then wait to do the test. Total amounted to abt 130 bucks. Was still wondering abt the cost, so i took the receipt and examine all the tests properly. There were a total of 10 things that i am paying to check.This particular test for 'Ristocetin Cofactor' was already $114!! Wat is this suppose to be for? Anyways the lady took 6 tubes of blood from my left arm and i have to wait a while before she do the bleeding test. Actually it was quite cool and not as painful as i tot. Cuz she used this staple like thing and punctured a small but deep hole on my right arm and waited for the bleeding. So both of us were like staring at my arm, occasionally she used the filter paper to soak up the blood. It seemed as if i bled for eternity. haha. Took some time. After that came out with 2 plasters on both arms. *dotx* Went have breakfast with mum b4 cumin home. So tat's tat then. Must wait till 3 weeks later for the report.
Tml family having bbq at Pasir Ris. Wanted to stay hm study though. But i promised dad liaoz. Sun haveing steam boat to celebrate my sis, and 2 cousins' bade. Wahaha look forward to good food. Oh and i just knew from Rach that I PASSED MY BIO TEST! hehehe.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:10 pm
Think this blog is full of dust already *blows* lolx. Not time to blog la, getting lazier to come online. So much to do so little time.
Well mon was traumatising. I went SGH for checkup on my legs. For pple who dun know, small contused blood spots will appear on my leg when i am physically or mentally exhausted. I had this prob since pri sch. But sec sch they didnt come out so i tot i had recovered. But these recent years they came out again and more frequent. So mon mum and dad acc me to see doc. We went to the Haemotologist dept so many pple lor. Waited until afternn. Saw 2 docs then they say need to take another blood test to ascertain the condition. Then more waiting again. When the nurse showed us the receipt, we had a shock. The consultation plus blood test on fri is gg to amt to $500 over dollars!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Freak. She explained that becuz i was referred in by a private GP, so i was classified under A class patient. Which means the docs that i saw were Pro pro docs! She told us we cud downgrade by seeking approval frm Med Social service. When we got there this unfriendly lady was like " Today so many pple must wait 1 hr leh why not u bring the form home and make another appointment?" Pls i got sch where got time plus blood test on fri morning then she said " oh then too bad no choice u all must wait lor" Freak. My parents also tot her face look e xin. Anyways we waited for less than an hr lor, stupid woman just lazy to do work.
Anyways the social worker was very friendly and nice. She interviewed me and my mum acc me inside. When she told us that our application may not be approved i broke down. Cuz i am not gg to do a stupid bld test for 5oo bucks okie and i was resolved not to do it. My family is already financially burdened by medicinal fees frm my dad and grandma and also to pay for the car etc. My mum was shocked to see me break dwn like that. But luckily it was approved and we were very grateful for the lady. Horrible day. So next time must go polyclinic take the letter.
Tml missing sch cuz bld test at 8am at SGH. They are also making a small cut on my arm to time how long i take to stop bleeding. So scary.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:37 pm
End Of Me -Marion Raven
Hey
Stay with me
As I'm getting naked
Stripped down to the bone
Hey
I'm afraid
This could get ugly
And I might leave here alone
This is not a mistake
It's the dawn of a new day
Anything goes from now
This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be the end of me
Hey
Talk to me
Don't play me with your silence
Whisper it in my mouth
Cause this is not about hate
It's the start of a new way
Anything goes from now
This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be the end of me
This is not a mistake
It's the dawn of a new day
Hey, this is not a mistake
Stay with me
Hey
Stay with me
As I'm getting naked
This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be the end of me
The end of me
Yeah...
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:39 pm
Guess whatits the weekends again!!! Woohoo!!
Just woke up at 130 pm. Haix the whole week had been deprived of sleep. You know cumulative effect. Yesterday for chem 3 periods we went to the new container classroom to have our lesson. Quite cool cuz my 1st time in such classrooms hee, the block is just beside the lib block. The class room is new and had this music room/newly painted rm kindda smell. Then it is very bright and had tinted glass windows. And the funny thing is that it has 3 air cons just for that class room!!! So we were all freezing down there. But the weird thing is that all of us feel very energetic in it and i think we were all quite productive. Even during our 35 min break we stayed there to do our work cuz it was really cozy and nice.
After sch went KFC to eat with bear,sq,wq and eunice. Dun know why the sudden craving for it. haha. It was super packed with pple. And wl stayed there to study after our lunch. Pei fu her can concentrate even at noisy places. Must really learn from her.
Eunice got tixs for Superstar Revival round on mon. So lucky! haha. Must support Derrick okie! haha Oh ya dad bought 'Jewel In the Palace' for me!!!!!!!!!!!!! But its like 70 episodes and i think i will watch it only after my As la.
Mon gg for my check up at SGH. I hope i dun have to see the P on that day. Oh tj's new VP Mr liu or smthin is quite funny. On wed he wanted us to sing louder for college song so he read one line then we sing one line *dotz* Then halfway through the music jammed! So he started singing solo without the music. Then erm it was kindda hilarious but i think he quite Shui Ji Ying Bian. Nv panic when things went wrong. LOlx.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:20 pm
STRESSED. TIRED. DYING.
Just had bio DRE today. Havent touch the stacks of mcq yet. Next week gg to be worse, cuz plus chem RDE. No life man. Deprived of sleep. I think i gg crazy. Keep studying bio bio bio is all i think abt. I dun know whether i can continue on. E ho gg to give us letter to see the P again. Blah i dread all these......
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:48 pm
Got back GP today, was surprised that i did alright for both papers. In fact pretty unexpected. I tot i was gg to fail badly, but i think was not bad hee. However i was so traumatised the entire day. So stress i am gg crazy already. I am in all the remedials la. Bio is stressing man. This wk thur Revision Diagnostic test, havent touch yet. Then tml have to do essays for remedials. Still need to do my math and chem tutorials and GP essaY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And not forgetting the timetable that Miss ng wants to see!!!!!!!! I just want to bang my head against the wall. I think i shant slp tonight. I know that the exam is very very near already and i cannot afford to screw it up. Wat's done is done for JCT i must continue on. Bio lect Miss ng made us all very scared cuz she showed us the timeline. 9 weeks!!!!! Must utilitse the time properly. She also said very motivating stuff. She use the conquering of Mt Everest as example.
" ...This guy was at the base camp looking up the summit. He thought he needed to do much much more to reach the top.He did not know if he can make it. He then looked back downwards. And he decided that he wants to grit his teeth and continue forward rather then backwards cuz he had already overcame so much to reach where he is and he does not intend to give up. The only way for him is to move forward."
From today onwards, all of us should look forward and not be stagnant, not to remain in the pits but to pull ourselves out and continue forward.
Am feeling very tired, but i think i really really need to do much more. Glad that i studied at WS wif rach and wl just now.
Gg back to study again. Am not gg to make the same mistakes again. 62 days and counting.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:26 pm
Welcome back to my friends who came back from ya camps! Sounds so fun and glad that wn also recovered!!!
The porridge buffet at suntec wif fui and cla was great. So yummy!!! Nice catching up time. Oh and received a present frm my dear Snowball from Australia!!! Thanks Suetting!!!!! Wah the orange Choc flew all the way here hehehe oh btw its delicious!!!!!!!! Xie xie ni!!!!!!!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:00 pm
*photos uploaded* and
*Jones's pixs*Yesterday night went to watch Jones Live performance at the Esplanade DXO. Met up with ys at city hall, then we started looking for the place. We both tot it was at the audi kind but realise tha Dxo is a pub/bar. Oh we met 2 gals, Berlinda and Eelin who were also looking for the place. So we go tgt and when we finally found it, there was already a long queue. Actually, ber and lin dun have tix then they bri funny go plea with some one then they give them lolx. But 2 of her friends dun have then they must reg first.
It was kindda cool inside. There was the bar counter and a small tiny stage. Since no space, we stand lo, but we were pretty near. The host was Jia hui frm 933. She very petite and pretty!! I like her haha. Then Jones came out and sang!! hehe. We all started taking pixs. Haha he very cute and shuai! And am in love with his voice!!! Then he went unplugged and sang english songs and some old songs. And also imitated Andy Lau! haha. Overall was quite high. Then passed my album to ws. Ber went to buy and so i passed hers and Eelin's bk to ws too. Must thank her a lot man!!! Btw saw many shuai ges.
After that all 4 of us went to eat dinner at Thai express at the esplanade. So nice the ambience! The food was great! Later on we chatted and took pic near the waterfront. Then this stupid ang moh came and disturb us. We tot he was drunk but think he bo liao. Blah. After parting with Ber and eelin, went back to the DXO to chill with ys. Haha. The place like becum quite diff after the concert. Since no cover charge, we went and sat dwn near the bar. Then this very cute guy asked us wat we want to drink and we ordered 2 orange vodkas. Very nice! One of the nicest i've tried so far. Nice environment gd place to de-stress. hehehe. Must go there again someday.
Fun but my legs are aching.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:50 pm
Jones singing
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:46 pm
Jones sitting down...
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:46 pm
Jones Clapping
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:45 pm
Jones Unplugged...
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:45 pm
Jones and Jia Hui~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:44 pm
Jia hui frm 933fm so pretty!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:43 pm
Me,Ys,Ber and Eelin
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:43 pm
Brought my Takumi turtle to sch today and i'm glad that everyone in Family brought theirs.We hung on our bags lor so cute and synchronised! Met up with pooch after a traumatising day in sch. Ate pizza lunch and caught up with her. Miss ya so much. Then met up with squrriel and elmo go all the way to city hall and raffles place to buy sq's climbing stuff. Saw so many policemen and security guard ard the area cuz IOC in session!!! Was hoping to catch a glimpse of the sports stars haha but alas didnt. Then went Starbucks for a drink and elmo ordered this weird green tea frap which tasted a bit weird. lolx. So tired.
Dun wana go sch tml..feel sick and lost. I just wana cry myself to slp. Why cant pple just be more sensitive sometimes?? Is it always abt 'Me, myself and I'? A little care and concern for others wont hurt or smthin. Dun wana see her. But i guess it cant be helped. Eunice cheer up ya!!!
Frm tml, gg to have to change my routine. Totally. Planning to mug everyday at various locations frm next week onwards intensively, so any peeps wana mug inform me ya. I am starting to fill in my organiser liaoz.......
Oh and wn glad u better liaoz!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:00 pm
ID roxs man!!! Hahaha. So hilarious from the beginning to the end. Jay so kawaii! And i think his character got a lot of mei li. Love anthony wong and chapman to as well, esp the latter which makes me laugh like mad. Waiting for sequel! :P
Dear wn pls recover soon k! *prays*
Fri gg to watch Jones at esplanade. Exciting!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:28 pm
Complete exhaustion. Chem was so freaked up. So disappointed in Math. And i tot i had a chance. Stupid me. Why am i so dumb. Why cant i just do things a little faster. Why didnt i bring my jacket when the freaking Lt is so bloody freezing. Depressed. Despondent. Numbness. Now i dun want this short break to end. I dun wana see the results.
So planned many stuff this break. Tml gg watch war of the worlds *yippes*, sat catching a performace at Expo by my siblings, then evening pia to Ql's hse for the BBQ. Yeah miss ya all ! Sun prob gg kbox hee. Mon gg watch my lao gong and his show ID with Family. Tue is rest day.
My god my blood vessels leaked again during the exam period. Today even more. So scary. Prob gg back kk for check up. It's not only physical activity, i realise that stress also will cause them to appear. haiz. Incurable but still hopeful.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:31 am
