Yesterday had Teacher's Day celebrations. Had only 2 lects then break. On thur rach and me went to buy smthin for out tutors. Initially wanted to buy cards, but then we saw lotsa nice files and folders so decided to write messages and slot them into the files for the tutors. So yesterday during break went ard the sch looking for them and taking pixs. Pity not the whole class was present but its okie.Anyways, we all were suppose to wear bright colooured clothes cuz the theme was LUMOS. But the whole class decided to wear BLUE. Hehe. We bought powerpuff folder for miss ng cuz once during lect she mentioned abt them and it was quite hilarious. Then we reminded her in the msg abt the Haagen Dazs icecream treat.She was quite amused by the msg and the file.




Miss Lee was in the staff rm. She was very happy when we gave her and sang her a song. lolx. Mr Tan was the most humourous. Cuz his msg we use the Hypothesis Testing method to write our msgs dwn. Cannot reject both null and alternative hypothesis. (suppose to be inaccurate and anyhow for it to be funny) Then he really spend time correcting the errors made on purpose. LOLX. Mrs ho also quite happy. Though nv take econs but we took pic with Mrs Ang also.













After everything, went to eat pizza hut at Tm with Fam and Siying. Nice meal. Though i was really bloated.

Okie so its the holidays and i still gave lotsa to do. And today already having slight fever. Just came back frm wai po's hse to bai bai wai gong. Settling the pixs first b4 gg back to mug.

2nd last day of school. Yippee. But prelims just 2 weeks away and still have many things to study!! Die le!!!! Later got biochem test, sianz really slow progress.

Recently family has been discussing abt my mum quitting her job. Cuz granny like cant really do much ard the hse then aunt patsy has been cuming to help cook and tidy the place. So they think that mum cud quit and becum full time hse wife. I am really confuse abt this lor.

Cuz my family has been surviving on double income. For the car,insurance,misc fees,bills etc. So if her salary is not contributing, then we will really have to save much more and cut down on many expenses and even sell the car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really dun know la, but i guess its also for the good of the family. Cuz she can help take care of my granny and us. Haiz. I think dad will sell the car after my As then i really have to go look for a job to contribute to family income. haiz. How i wish i can go look for a job now. Straightaway so that we dun have to fan abt expanses.

Today returned the NKF card. lolx i think most pple like not very erm supportive? Cannot blame rite after all the big hoo haa abt the organisation. Rose is the highest donar 4oo plus bucks!!! You qian ren jiu shi you qian ren. haha.

You know was really motivated by Mrs ho after my talk with her. Sometimes little things in life really made my day, like finishing wat i set out to do, reading a nice book, hearing nice music, seeing something nice happen and so on. It doesnt have to be very exaggerating or extravagant. That's wat i learn in life. Simplicity. Sounds familiar. Anyway grad nite this yr in Ritz Carlton 85 bucks!!! Rose most enthu wana go, rich mah. I think most of us like thinking twice cuz damn ex haha.

Went to hear the NUS Sci fac admission talk. The prof was quite funny. Hmm. still undecided. Used to be adamant abt gg sci, but read the booklet on ArsSS like not bad. Peeps in Uni next time must guide me hor!! :P

Oh well mug time!
And yes finalli i started on HP.

Good Morning Starshine. The Earth says hello!

LOlx Still thinking about Charlie and the Choc factory. Was laughing like mad with rach until we banged our heads tgt. Actually very meaningful too hehehe.

Haiz prelims timetable quite shitty for the first few days. My god there is a day GP in the morning then Chem P3 in the aftnn!!!!! I think my arms and hands will go limp at the end of that day! But the rest of the schedule quite okie.

Next week is gg to be bz bz bz. Blah.

Had a fulfilling day today. Maybe becuz i had a gd rest during the long break. So today very energised. After sch stayed with rach,xn,rose, wl and eunice in lib to mug. Damn packed so we had to spilt. But i was very productive while studying for my chem and i am really satisfied with wat i have done today. hee.

Everything went smoothly for me today, but i was really bloody piss with something, and that explains me blogging at this weird time cuz i am PISSED. You know the thing i DETEST the most in my entire life is to be ACCUSED of doing things or saying things that i did not do. And i only tot this kind of thing cud only happen in pri or sec sch. I just cant understand why some pple are just so insensitive and crude. I mean u can be critical of somethings and i respect that cuz sometimes its funny, but there is always a limit to things. And never question or judge a person's character base on just wat u see. How can these pple be so shallow? Things may not seem to be wat these pple think they are. Seriously man. And i dun understand why these pple just like to talk behind pple's backs, dun they have the guts to say it out loud, so that they can justify their claims?*rolls eyes* Duh. Pls la i am 19 already lor and i confirm plus chop i wud not do this kind of thing, esp to my friends or someone i know. Oh but den again, i really cannot blame them for their immaturity, since they have such shallow thoughts. And i'm angry at them for not finding out the truth before shooting off their freaking mouths. I'm pissed seriously. And even though i have been controlling myself since this yr and ever since JC, i just wana let them knoe that i do not take this kind of shit. So just shut ya freaking mouths up and start acting like ya age.

Am so in love with Fan fan's album! All the songs very meaningful! haha bought the gai ban one with the MVs hee. Ru Guo De shi with Angela very refreshing.

Well sch's starting again tml after a long break. Hope i can finish wat i set out to do. :P

Just changed my template cuz the black one very sianz already. Partially completed cuz i having headache, shall complete it next time.

Today went SGH got back my test result. Everything's normal except the bleeding time lor. Doc suspects is my blood vessels very thin. wants to do some more tests 2 mths later. Haiz.

Headache.

Finally the weekends are here! Hoooray. Now in hub with fam cuz Miss Ng is not ard. Bleah. Okie la today feel so much better. Not hu si luan xianging. I'm so glad that daddy understands my situation and keeps on encouraging me to go on. Thanks fui,kl and pooch too!

Oh man today xiong. Just had chem bonding RDE and Electrochem Test. Later must take bio test and go for Math remedial! Oh yeah Derrick and Junyang made it ! But i was quite disappointed that Candyance left cuz i think erm Ag should be the one going since she cant sing at all. Humph.

Love Fan fan's songs. So motivating. Wilbur's new song with the girl also very nice. :P

C.O.R.E
Control. Ownership.Reach.Endurance

Yesterday there was a talk abt stress management etc. And i'm thinking wat great timing. I dun know wat was gg on with me. I've nv felt such emotions. Its scary and frightening. Had 3 free periods, suddenly just felt like running away from everything and everybody. Left to study by myself in lib. But nuthing went in. I dun feel well. Having splitting headache and feverish. Angry. Frustrated at myself. Random thoughts. Funny thoughts. I suddenly cant seem to get out of that situation. Its scary. So pple really will do watever they think in times of distress. How vunerable our minds are. Its so easily manipulated into such silly and stupid thoughts. I'm trying my best, so dun say i'm not. I can do it so dun doubt me and i shud not doubt myself. If i am able to survive this, i can survive anything! People have done it, so can i. I must believe.
Take control, ownership and endure. I'm glad there are pple out there reaching for me, if not i dun knoe wat will happen.

Yeah finally finish my SPA retest today. Another load off my mind. Haix. Am being locked up in school everyday until evening. But i think start only tml ba. Its good though can force me to study. Only 1 mth left and everybody is so STRESSED. Its so common to see pple on the verge of breaking down ard me. It is during these times that friends should support one another and give each other the strength to go on. At least that is what i believe and will do. For now, nothing matters except the Prelims.