It has been an extremely bz week. Hadnt went home for dinner at all :( Oh my god, i feel so bloated. Tue evening after work went Sakae at Funan with Agnes,Amanda and Alicia. In the end, had too much sushi lolx. It was quite efficient there cuz the food was served rather quickly, the only problem that we had was with the assit manager cuz she had on a black face when serving us. :( Anyways, going to boycott sushi for a few months now haha.

Wed met up with the 21/04 gals for a nice dinner at marina sq. Eunice also passed me the danceworks tixs for Sat. Thanks gal!! haha. Though i have not come to a decision as to whether or not i shall go on sat.hee. Yesterday met with Ys to pass her the tixs again at marina sq lolx. Oh but we went to try this nice chinese restaurant and it was really worth a try. Pity though everytime go there is late already then dun really have time to walk ard. hmm. oh one of the agency msg me an assignment near my hse, i called back to say i was interested, but turn out that i's on Fri 4pm like that. I'm like ahhh i got work. haiz. Actually time can negotiate one mah i think. haiz then he say will call back until now still haven call. : l

There hasnt been anything to do at work. Usually we just spend time reading,typing,chatting and eating. Hmm. I know it sounds nice, but it's not really. Cuz it tends to get boring when there's nothing to do. I wud rather be busy so that at least not wasting time. And we cant serve other website :( Luckily Alicia sent us the online Sudoku puzzles and we all printed out and yesterday there was a mini 'competition'. Unfortunately i was the slowest haha cuz i like to take my time doing mah. By the end of the day, Gy did like more then 15 puzzles, followed by Alicia and Amanda. hmm. Pei fu pei fu. I shall leave the rest of my puzzles till next week for my entertainment haha.

Oh the nurse called me this morning too. Cuz i missed an appointment last time which was suppose to be the last one. I'm like huh i didnt even know abt it. Since i'm not a student any more, must change hospital lo. So i asked her to write me a referral letter. She wanted me to go nuh, but it's too far for me, so i chose kkh instead. Luckily she's nice she told me i'll prob get the letter next week. hmm.

Stupid vessels burst again. Must be the high heels. But then again they never once disappear. *sigh*.

Guess what, my bro just recovered from having chicken pox and now my sis just kena. LOLx.


Today's my bro's birthday. Yeah will have yummy food to the eat. oh no been eating good food lately. Few days ago just went Amoy to have lunch. Alicia,xq and i tried the newly opened stall that sells Tom Yam. We ordered Tom Yam bee hoon and it was one of the best i have ever eaten. The soup is soooo rich and nice! The only problem was that it was also the most spicy Tom Yam that i have ever eaten!!!!!! Rating: ****/*****.Not full marks cuz tooooo spicy. Alicia can really eat spicy stuff. Apart from me she's also a fan of spicy food. Xq didnt expected it to be so hot. But all three of us ate until our lips and faces were red and we were sweating like hell. Pple who know me well will know my endurance for spicy food is very high cuz i was 'trained' from young lolx. Even I felt tat it was too spicy. It will taste perfect if the uncle didnt put so much chilli.
Another great dish i discovered was the Duck Noodles at Maxwell Food Centre. It has kway chap and duck rice too, but i tried the noodles for a change and it was surprisingly fabulous.

Suddenly craving for sushi. haha.

Finally finished watching Snow Angel!!! yup yup it's soooo nice. Had always hoped to own a white horse like Shen Bao in the show! Man the taiwanese kids really can act, made me cry lolx.
Also watched Fearless, which my dad bought. hmm it's nice, love the battle scences, oh did i mention i was a fan of jet li when i was young? hmm


Think i watching too much shows. This afternoon watched 5 repeat episodes of Love Bond, a new hk show on SCV, cuz i missed the shows during weekday!~ It's really nice.

haiz not done with the admission thingy yet shall finish it asap.

Oh well life goes on...

Been thinking a lot these days. And i really realise that Bio-realated courses and teaching are the 2 things that i will really like to go into in my life. Surprise came a few days ago, when my cousin suddenly told me he also thinking of gg nie. He's result is like ACC and he's worried he cant be selected for interview..... :s
I had wanted to tell him dun apply for the course cuz that means i will have 1 more competitor for the place. But i think he is more interested in the the PGD, which i hope is wat he chooses eventually lolx.

Anyways, after having some lessons with my cousin, i realise tutoring some one isnt as ez as it sounds. Cuz patient is really impt cum the knowledge of the subject. I had to do so much preparation cuz i had more or less 4gotten secondary syllabus haha. Luckily my chinese is still up to my expectation lolx. And i think i'm fortunate cuz my cousin listens to me and does her work, unlike some pupils which i know can be nightmares. Had called several agents and currently awaiting for their replies. Dunno when i working at cpf until. Perhaps when contract end will be a fulltime tutor?

Was also thinking abt retaking As, but i think only wanni gave me the answer that i wanted. Cuz i had only wanted to retake 1 or 2 subjects, but apparently uni looks at all subjects in the same sitting :( which means i need to retake all subjects, tat i dun want. haiz.

Cant wait for jap class to start. Hayaku!!!!!!

Went to NTU open hse today! So crowded! haha met up with rach, eunice and xn and later on rach's fren. Actually just went to take free things and also tour ard the campus lor. Wah frm my hse to boon lay almost died. Then the place so big plus today is a bloody hot day, dehydrated liaoz. Went NIE building and also saw all the halls. Saw the new hall that fui and cla stayed in, so nice wor! Like condo like that and it's the nearest to nie leh! haha I'm seriously considering abt staying in hostel if i ever get into NTU/nie. Then went 4 lunch at jurong point. lol.

After that went all the way back to punggol to tutor my cousin. My first student!! haha Teaching her 2 subs. haha. Must come back think of lesson plan. Teaching is not as ez as it looks.

Hee Jap class starting on April. Oh and good news is i got a pay raise! :)

They say that a woman looks her best when she is wearing her wedding gown. I finally understood this saying on Sun . That morning i woke up like 5am to dress and make up and prepare to go to my cousin's hse. Dad fetched me and yiru to my aunt's house. We were suppose to arrive at 6am lolx but we were late liaoz. When we got there, all the other Jie Mei's already there. There were 6 of us and each of us had a little flower tied to our arms. So nice!!! Cousin imm is so pretty!!!!!!!~ haha then we took pixs and waited for th egroom to arrive. Hahaha..... When he did all the Jie Mei's started teasing him and asking for ang baos. After he passed the first 'obstacle', he had to sing a song outside the door of the room b4 he was allowed in. haha Cousin imm requested for K Ge Zhi Wang, but he 4got the lyrics hee so had to sing Lao Shu Ai Da Mi LOLx.

We were ferried ard by the buddies of the groom. hehe. So there were 1 bridal car and 3 other cars. Feel like tai tai hee. Then we went to the groom's place for tea ceremony before me and yiru proceed to go to the newly wed's new house in pasir ris. Next cousin imm changed into the traditional outfit and we set off to Expo. haha. It was very grand actually. We had to wait for all our relatives to arrive b4 proceeding with the tea ceremony from the bride's side. I was like assigned to hold the tea cups while yiru kept the ang baos. Then we waited for everyone to arrive then the banquet started. The food was great man!!!! haha. There were also clips on the newylweds that were taken frm their album. At the time when they filled the wine. I cried. It's like i grew up with my cousin and we were very close. Now she is already married. It's like seeing her going into another phase of her life and seeing her so happy and xing fu really makes me emotional. Haha btw did i mention that i LOVE the food. hee. After wards, went kbox with my little cousins and sing till we drop man haha

Haven been blogging these days so i was really surprise to see so many messages. THANK YOU~ Just going to say that i've felt much better already, ( also thanks to many free meals and treats) :) And that i'm much more clear in my path already, especially after i went to the career fair on sat. I went to see 2 booths on priv uni which i was rather interested in. I actually went ahead to enquire thoroughly abt them and took like kindda long. And i was really hit by how it was really not an option for me to go there cuz the fees are soooooooooooooooooooooo high, and i dun even qualify for some cuz of my super lousy grades. So i went to the moe booth and i really bombarded this woman with many many questions. Luckily, she's a very patient and helpful lady and really explained to me all there is to know. She also made me realised that if i work hard enough i can also get a degree at the same time as others cuz that's wat her bro did. And also there are many alternatives to go about it la, of cuz one was the pri uni thingy but i eliminated that option already. Ya la cuz even if i work for a few yrs , i dun think i'll be able to earn so much money lo. And ya i confirm dun wana retake la....

I dun think of myself as being strong or wat. But perhaps i've come to realise that there are much more impt things in life then to cry over spilt milk. Ya i do feel depress and sad, just that i nv show it, cuz if i do then i'll not be able to recover so fast, so i try not to let myself into such a mood, and also not to let pple worry la like my parents. So i really wonderd when someone asked me " Why you dun wana cry out loud, will make u feel better". But the fact is that i also dun know why i didnt when i can cry over stupid things like movie,crushes etc. Guess that 1 yr of conselling in sch does help. But i do wish that i had the money, so i can go overseas or take prir. Guess my fate with biology ends here oh well.....

Thanks for the love and concern u all have shown...i'm fine dun worry...I've been through worse...

There's always alternative, it's okie not to be in the rat race. I'm sure i'll find my own path. :)