On Wed i was so nervous! haha. We were suppose to go to the school and meet up with the principal. Then I reached slightly early but dear ele was late! Then i saw a chi lang trainee and so both of us went to see her first. She was nice and shared a lot of stuff with us while waiting for ele. When she came then we were informed of more details about the whole sch experience. I guess all of us had the same feeling after having gone into the school and knowing our classes and stuff- that we are finally stepping out into the real real society!! And how this experience is really very important and valuable to us, plus the fact that it is also graded. Hai i could already feel the stress le so i am determined to re-look again at what i have learnt this whole year as well as some of the resources and tips that i can gather from people/internet/books.
And yah being a professional i need some decent office wear cuz what i have is not enough!!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:17 am
*blows* I have not been updating the blog for ages. Been so busy busy!! Let's see after chalet, been catching up with friends, shopping, movie and busy with mass dance.
I'm very happy that my friends are willing to share with me a lot about their lives as well as problems. These days i have been using the housephone a lot and you know it kindda got neglected when the handphone and sms-es invaded our lives and recently i have been hogging it again for late night chats hee. But i realised that by talking on the phone it is really so much better than sending messages or online, because it is much more intimate and feelings and thoughts can be expressed better.Though i know i may not always say the right things, but i hope that somehow some of what i said or suggested could be of some help :) And ya everybody will have his/her own sets of problems, but these are all parts and parcels of life. Besides, we should not let all these obstacles defeat us. When we have overcome them, we will emerge as truely a winner. Friends' and family's support are important, but i realised that most importantly it is how your attitude and actions that will determine whether you are able to help yourself overcome them. Perhaps all of us have been too busy concerning with 'ME, Myself and i', that we fail to see how fortunate we actually are compared to many others who has worse problems than us. And our life conditions are very low and negative and this will also in turn affect the people aroud us. I feel that anything is possible as long as we believe and strive towards attaining it. Of course in order to change the situation, first you have to change something about yourself. Be it a change in lifestyle, mentality or perspective, as long as you make an effort to do something, you will see the changes taking place hopefully for the better.
As for myself, well, let's just say really a lot of things happen.My life is suddenly thrown into a whirlwind of events. Suddenly many things started happening. Unexpected. Thankfully u guys were there to listen and offer advice ( though i know some is to satisfy their own curiosity lol). And indeed i have learnt A LOT from all this. And i guess all these really helped me built up my self-confidence and i must say i felt much much better. Haha. And Eunice i really hope to compile the book one day haha~
Upcoming:
-Kayaking course with Clarice coming up!!! yay-ness! Wanted to do water sports for so long! haha.
-Then mass dance training for the MILK run!! Am in the parade and minah is joining too! It will be fun!!
-Putu shopping and sentosa day
-Downtown east day with 21 peeps
-Mao's return from aussie!!
-4/2 BBQ gathering!~ Finally!!! So looking forward to it! Cant wait to see all of them after such a long time. Okie those who dunno abt it we are having it on the 23rd june so make yourselves FREe k!!
-Tml meeting P of the school for attachment stuff
So packed. Haha That's why dun say i mean but i really no time to entertain him. hmm. :)
oh forgot to mention, pirates was a disappointment oh well.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:23 pm
Very tired. Not feeling well.
Hmm been thinking about a lot of things these days. Anyways just hope to be able to accomplish all the things that i have set out to do. Wanted to write a lot of stuff but when i got down to blogging i just cant type out those thoughts. Doesnt matter ba haha. All i can say is that its just another phase that i'm gg through haha Feel as if i'm old and so wana learn and try out as many things and activities as possible. Like kayaking, swimming, brushing up on culinary skill, go beach play, wakeboarding etc. So many things coming up though, mass dance, sch dance, attachment misc.
haha chalet photos will be uploaded soon. Dun mind having another one haha.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:56 pm
Well after lunch we walked the entire mall until my legs ache haha. Actually our objective that day was to go to the Nippon-ya and TW Lao Zhao Pai which were featured on chn U to buy Mochi and stuff. In the end we shopped haha. Until evening time then we found the place. But the aunty at the Nippon-ya said the Mochis were all sold out!!!! Gah!!Must wait 2 weeks for the goods to arrive. Hai so disappointed. But we went over to the LZP shop and jo bought the pineapple tart and tai yang bing while i bought the pineapple tart only. But it was super nice and delicious! The best pineapple tart that i have ever eaten!!~ Shall go back there and buy somemore haha though it's kindda ex hmm.
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Labels: Shopping/Dining
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:00 pm
Had dinner at a nice place called Miss Clarity Cafe at Purvis Street near Bugis. It was quite refreshing compared to the usual restaurants and cafes in shopping centres. Rather cosy and the service is not bad. It was packed during dinner time and we had to wait for about 15 mins before we got a table. Anyways the food is not bad and there is free flow of ice water haha.



After that it was Mambo Night at Zouk's. The place was already full house when we arrived and though ladies night there were obviously more guys than gals. We met up with Fui's uni mate Geraldine and headed into the main hall. As it was early, we went to chill at wine bar first before heading back in again. Around midnight, even more people came and we jostled our way onto the dance floor. It was so packed and we were almost squeezed to death. LoL. But it was very fun once we got grooving!!! Good music and great company! :)
But there were 2 irritating guys who kept provoking other people. They were so exaggerated in their actions and a fight almost broke out. Then they went on to irritate the other people and we also siam them when they were nearby. But they kept on coming and so some of the other guys intercepted and danced in between to block the girls from them. Some guys also wanted to dance with us but we rejected them and a while later we left to get drinks from the nearby coffee shop.
Tired.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:35 am
Posting results are out! Yay and i am in the same school as ele! Though we still have 2 months to it, but there will be meetings and some stuff to do before that. Hopefully everything will turn out well. :)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:47 pm
Went bugis and spent on clothes again!~ Haiz. 5 days to payday, seemed so long sia. It's not that i really want to spend, but i just chucked out 5 trash bags of clothes yesterday and so i need to re-stock. And i dun wana spend the entire hols stocking clothes, i wana do other things as well, so if i see something suitable then i will get it lor.
After that went to watch Spiderman 3!!! yay!! Loves it!! I dun find it long leh i think its ok and funny haha and ok some parts touching. Keep staring at 'Harry Osborn' cuz he is super super cute!! Dunno why i didnt realise that in the first 2 movies! Maybe cuz he has more scenes this time haha. Shuai si le!!!
Anyways, i keep having this feeling the entire day. Maybe its just me. But i never had this feeling before and i dun like it. Perhaps i'm being overly sensitive, perhaps it's all in my imagination, but i could sense it and somehow i cant shake this feeling away. Haiz. Oh well.
Feeling super self-conscious. Dunno why. Hate it. Need drama therapy and variety shows to crack me up so i will not wonder and think about weird weird stuff. I just want to stay at home and slack. I love staying at home. Dun have to face people and strangers, dun have to feel self-conscious. I'm a Homebody. I also dunno what am i blabbering about, haiz, just feeling confused. Is this normal? Fui told me its a transition period and it will soon go away. Can it go away now? Cuz i dun like this and i feel so alone facing it by myself. It hurts to read how some people have interpreted it in a totally different way. Dun wana be the cause of anything, i mean i didnt do anything did i? Who can i confide in? Who will understand? After listening will they be stressed and bothered by it?? Haiz. Incoherent writings.
Shall go watch my shows. That'll definitely make me more saint.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:41 am
Well i've been having fun these days :)
Yesterday was the day that finally all the nuts + eleen can get together again :) It has been such a long time since i went to the beach! The feeling was great! hee. ECP was crowded as usual since it was a saturday and luckily the weather was good haha. Well had a wonderful time there and i think our dear wn also had a memorable time yah? *smiles*
Pixs have been sent as well.







Spidey 3 tml. Yay-ness. :)
TO MINAH: HAVE A SAFE TRIP & ENJOY YOURSELF K :)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:18 am
FRIDAY 04/05/2007
The Phantom Of the Opera is just simply FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!! A definite MUST SEE and Annabel i feel like watching it again too ! Haha. It's addictive!
Well watched my very first musical at the Esplanade with Fui, Cla and Renee. We sat at the side but it was near the stage and we had a pretty good view of the entire stage. Initially, i was worried that i might fall asleep or something if it gets too draggy like the movie, but no way man am i going to miss any part of the musical. It was so memorable. The cast was great, the music was superb, the props and effects...oh my god they were awesome!! It was really impressive and astounding! I could really feel the entire story and the emotions of the characters and i just love all the songs from the musical! It is definitely so much worth then watching movie. Oh and also got 2 eye candies too, haha one is the young conductor that Fui is obsessed with, and the other is the guy who played Raoul, whom i think looks like Brad Pitt *smiles*.
Anyways, i can still remember every scene and detail of the show, it really is brilliant, that's why feel like watching it again haha! Oh well.
Official Webby
here!After that went dxo to chill with the girls. But today the service was bad and the music totally sucks. We were surprised to see Jolene there too! Such a coincidence hee :)
Well we didnt really like the place, so ended up sitting and chatting over at the makansutra place. At least the air is clean and fresh lolx. It was a fun and memorable day. Clarice quick go buy the cd then we all 'kope' :)
Some Pixs! (p.s. I have uploaded and sent them to you girls already check'em out)






Yepp!~ :)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:00 am
I'm glad i'm not alone in this transition. Thank You all for being there with me :)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
3:19 am