Ho ho ho finally i have handed up my baby~ haha
Met up with dear kj to submit our assignments this afternoon. So happy that one more is down! So that leaves the test and one more assignment and i'll be free! Yay-ness~
Haha then went JP with her to makan at LJS. I have not gone to that place for eons. I could still remember that was the favourite hang out during my sec school days. Miss those fun times...
Anyways thanks dear for the treat hehe....had fun crapping with you. Dun worry so much about your 'stuff' k, if u need anything or a listening ear, i'm always here. :)
And thanks to mei nu president for the notes lolx....
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haha did i mentioned that my block is getting a fresh coat of paint? Yup gona be orange and white. The whole of my estate is changing colour lol. They just repainted the walls along the corridors today. Wah haven seen the walls so white since i moved in like 7 years ago!!!!!~ :)
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And cant wait for tml too! To mark the end of term, the class is having a mini party!~ So coolz man...loves Dr Barbara, lolx and yah i gotta re-emphasise, I LOVE ALL MY SCHOOL MATES!(yes dear kj plus u too lolx) We may be a small cohort, but everyone is just sooooo nice and cool, at least those pple that i hang out with lah..of course u know there are always some that are erm...hahaha..
:)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:29 pm
So what have i been up to lately?? Well doing assignment lor!
Lolx. Spent a long time developing the idea etc etc. Finally yesterday called some of my cousins and my siblings to help me in the filming! haha 叫我佘导演!It's like i came up with scripts for them and it was not easy because had some last minute changes here and there. Plus they had to memorise the script in like such a short time and i believe it's their first time also, so the coordination part was difficult. After rehearsing at my house, we had to go down to the void deck for the 1st location shoot. Damn funny can. The kids (though all except 1, are in sec school, but still kids to me lah haha) forget lines etc etc, NG a lot of times haha. And i also have to find the best angle to film it, being a director is indeed hard work man! Cum now i also producer and editor etc, 包到完!Then finally finally we finished and came home to rest. After that continue shooting the home scenes and then wah la we're done. But not for me!! Cuz i have to edit and do effects and transitions and even do sound recording!!!! Plus report haven write ! hahaha
Then i managed to finished 3/4 of it yesterday. All i can say is that i am so proud of myself. Seriously. I dun know how i did it, but i think that every thing now looks quite pro haha. It's totally different from the raw vids that i shot initially. haha. Still got some work to do, so gotta rush now...
Oh yesterday also my parent's wedding annivasary. Went ECP one of the restaurants to eat. Yummy~ Hope next time can with my friends there to eat too! Seafood galore! :)
Looking forward to after wed!! Ahh...and i need a new hp seriously...N81? K850i?
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:19 pm
MIA-ed these days, i'm so sorry. Especially to eunice and gas haha paiseh. And all those that tried to contact me via hp and all the msgs that i didnt reply. Cuz not feeling well then the these few days slept the whole day. Yup, it's like so routine. Wake up in the evening, slack around house then watch a few shows and back to sleep again. It's like so totally cut off from the real world haha.
SCHOOLWell just left 2 more assignments and a test. Cant wait to get them done and over with. Hope to chiong finish dcs this week. But then just cant think of any ideas man. Tml meeting mich to do research cum look for location to shoot her film. LOL. I hope to start shooting mine on wed if not latest fri.
Also, i realised that it's time i start bonding with my fellow schoolmates more. I mean they are all super nice, at least those that i have worked with or in the same classes with. They're really really sweet and nice and hilarious. I really hope to get to know them better. Yup. It's like i'm finding back the old feeling again, you know having pple around you experiencing the same things and eveyone just cares and will also pia with you. I should really expand my social network and take more initiatives just like how i was in the past. Just love being around these pple :)
HOMEWell two more pple knew about the thing. I hope they will be able to advice me on what to do and how to resolve the problem. Frankly, it's good to get all these off my chest. I feel that at least now i have some sort of support system and that i am not alone in this. I feel less stressed up lah not so burdened. Just hope to be able to communicate better with her and hope eveything goes well in the family.
Personal DevelopmentArg, wanted to push forward the date for my basic test, but i guess i have to settle my assignments first. But it's okie i will use the remaining of the holidays to learn.
Just having the urge to learn a lot of things again. But i know have to go one thing at a time. Because i do not have the money. Yup. I am really envious of pple who are able to go overseas for attachment or holidays. It makes me wana go to, especially this coming hols. Even though my dad did suggest nearby trip, but i wana go with my frenz. And ya haix money issues again. Cannot spend on unnecessary stuff. I'm not exactly a thrifty person, but i don't like to spend unnecessarily unless no choice. Like i also wana go do something about my teeth, but as i am already learning driving i may have to postpone this thingy. I guess having a salary does help me in learning how to plan for my finanaces. Perhaps i will go look for other opportunities to increase my income lolx.
Oh just wana assure everyone that i DO NOT have any illness such as anorexia etc, i am HEALTHY!~ With occasional fever, flu etc normal like everyone else. I know my face seemed 'sunken' but i have no control over that. LOLx. I didnt know i can 'shou lian' when most pple cant. dotz. Anyways exercise is most important k plus a healthy diet. So jio me out for sports hor!!
Oh one more thing, jay's concert tixs for cat1-3 are like almost sold out *faints*
Haix...hope to get better seats leh...waiting for them to announce that there will be another add on show. haha.
P.s. Did i mention i hate pple who dun reply to things pertaining to gatherings? Arg. here i am tyring to plan something for the good of u pple at least u can just reply going or not. Dun just ignore my email! I know u are getting on so well with your new frenz in school etc, hello never hear this before is it, 饮水思源. You are who you are because they made it possible for u! Bloody ***. Paiseh. Phew much better. :)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:08 am
Actually got a lot of things to update and blog, but then no time to do so. hahaha. And also owe some people photos hehe so sorry.
Anyways been busy with my math assignment. That woman so fickle minded and 'secretive' dun wana explain to us properly..we are like super damn pissed yesterday when we had to re-do everything. Yes. When we could have submitted it already. So now i am in lib cafe with sh, haha. We have been here since 1 pm haha going to chiong finish it today. Now left some bits and lib is closing lolx. Just now was so panicky cuz we wana submit it by tonight so that mon dun nd come back, thanks to Andre and his bro! haha so we gg ntu lib to print later then dun haf to rush haha :)
So glad that it is going to be over soon.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:03 pm
*loves*
当你离开的时候 -蔡健雅 Tanya只能低著头发呆 让回忆渗透脑袋 渐渐变空白
把他当作个依赖 但内心还想不开 因为我明白 其实你都还在
我想起了遇见你的时候 想起你眼神中的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手 我闭上眼
想起当时你怀裏的颤抖 似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後来我什麼都没有 当你离开的时候
我可以装作已释怀 他对我也算关怀 他看不出来
我知道这样不应该 在他身上找依赖 算不算是种出卖 因为你一直在
我想起了遇见你的时候 想起你眼神中的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手 我闭上眼
想起当时你怀裏的颤抖 似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後来我什麼都没有 当你离开的时候
我想起你亲吻我的时候 想起你眼神中的沈默
我想起了我们(静静)的分手 我闭上眼
想起你当时美丽的承诺 把你整个心都交给我
然而到後来我什麼都没有 越是没有你 越是心痛
我想起了遇见你的时候 想起你眼神中的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手 我闭上眼
想起当时你怀裏的颤抖 似乎那麽害怕失去我
然而到後来我什麼都没有 当你离开的时候
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
4:02 pm
YaY~ WEEKENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What a week it has been!
Didnt go school on thu because i was sick and tired. Slept whole day again. Felt much better and more rejuvenated today. And finally went to enroll in the school for my driving! Yupz. Had intended to go quite sometime ago but just could not find the time, so today finally got it done! :)
Hope to enjoy the weekends before the start of a a few more assignments and finally the HOLIDAYS!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:40 pm
To: KLPlease stay strong....will be here if you need anything.... *hugs*
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:52 am
Current Record: 20 hours without sleep
Reason: Doing Assignment
End time: 10 am the next day
Status: Xombified
That was what happened from sun-mon morning. Of course the torture started way before sun. A huge huge thanks to dear shama and elly!! Thanks for helping me so i dun have to go all the way!! Had a headache and so slpt until 4pm. Before forcing myself to wake up and continue the next assignment! Ahh......It's taking a toll on me physically....Been zi-bi-ing at home since the celebration last thu. Sorry for the late-ness of the video and photos, will upload as soon as i get free time! Ahh...back to work
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:27 am