Though my legs are breaking but i think it was quite fun. haha. May not be very high cuz i didnt drink much but cuz music was good! But damn it was super packed man!Think after exam so all go there celebrate or something. Didnt get to meet claudia they all cuz cannot find them, impossible! Saw xw's frenz and surprise surprise the blond Amos! lol..finally get to see him in person lol...

Anyways could have been more fun de..if not for my dance pract today. Was late and took cab cuz had difficulty walking. These days i kept thinking, why am i doing this. Why am i torturing myself like this when it is the holidays? To keep myself busy ? maybe. To get the chance to perform? definitely. To let pple knw that i am not so free to think and do bo liao stuff? Of cuz. Hello i have got my own life to live. I have tried and tried no point if no it does not get through. It is really sad. It really broke my heart. What to do? Numb myself with these things. Seriously so busy until cannot think of anything. Physically and mentally exhausted. Wait until the other pple finish their exams then jio me out. Yup maybe that is what i am doing. Got already a lot of things on my mind already. hmm..

Anyways dance today was good. Everyone got the steps and we were so much more coordinated and better. yup. But my legs haix...poor legs...After that went to look for cargo pants but didnt see anyone i like. Prob can buy during this coming weekend. yup.

1 more day to xiaozhu's concert! Yay-ness!!! :)

Nice and simple dinner at marina's then Cla brought us to Timbre @ The substation to chill out. lol. So that was the surprise that was in store for us. Anyways it was a nice surprise because that place was quite good :) Ambience was great for chatting and catching up and the live band was good too, and best is that they allow song dedication haha. To Cla : 模糊真的是一件好事! *winks* Later on Lihong and her cousin came and join us too hehe

Some random pixs :)

haha after that we went cheers and bought a small tub of B&J's ice cream. LOL. Pigged out while walking to esplanade. Sat down and chatted until wee hours in the morning. ( Seems like it has become my past time liao...)

Thanks for listening to my rambles etc etc etc...It was quite an emo night i shall say. Someone close to me also suddenly called me up and told me about her problem too. Please stay strong girl, we will be here for u.

There is only so much that i can do. Life is not a bed of roses, there are many ups and downs and all of us has to learn how to deal with these problems. Because it is through facing these challenges that we learn and grow and mature in our thinking. The world does not revolve only around an individual, we always have to think about what and how pple around us will feel. It is sad to see that sometimes your efforts are not appreciated, but as long as you do it with a clear conscious then that is what matters.

Loss-i have experienced real losses these 2 years. My beloved grandmother, lived with me since i was born was taken away. My maternal grandmother also taken away from me just this june. I have to constantly worry about my dad's health for fear his heart illness will relapse again. I have to worry about my siblings' academics as well as their social lives. I want to cross over, to earn more money and plan my finances well so that i can have a secure future. Being strong is not as easy as it seems. Sometimes i wish i can also appear vunerable and weak, but no that is not me and i refuse to let myself be so. I believe girls should always be independent.

So before we feel that we are living the lousiest life on earth, think again of others who are more unfortunate than us, who has to worry about their livelihood instead of other nonsensical stuff.

We are all adults already. Be realistic and practical.

haha and when me and minah saw this hunk,we couldnt resist taking pic with the angel :)

Also we encountered a 怪贝贝！！ Disgusting kasu! He suddenly approached us while we were resting and keep talking nonsense de...pls he nv even look at himself in the mirror! *vomits blood* can be our uncle liao lor...rubbish guy obviously drunk haha we snapped a pix with him. So pple if u see him pls be aware!!

Just some other random stuff that we did lolx...

Friends 4eva~ I cherish each and every friendship that i have....I am blessed :)

Happy holidays to kel and gal! lolx...

Had fun today singing with u guys! 9 years of friendship!! Wow!! lolx...happy happy .....cant wait for tml!!! PARTY TIME!

P.S.- dear elephant dun be so stress....jiayou...

Well agenda today was to go cut my hair. Made an appointment with the salon after reading the great reviews on the forums. haha. So wah lah 1-4 plus was spent at the salon at fep. There were lotsa kids going there to tie their hair for prom too~ lolx. Reminded me of how i used to be excited over these things too hehe...

My stylist was the boss haha. He is very nice and young! haha though not as handsome as my last hairstylist but that is beside the point lolx. He is very meticulous and xi xin as describes by the other customers haha. Nice nice. Anways dunno wat came over me but i decided to go all jappie style and hence chose a bright colour. And ya wah lah ! LOLx...think it is really the brightest colour i have got i didnt expect the result to be so bright haha..

Had dinner and also bought my nei neis! Finally cuz taka got sale! Super cheap...oopxs..die spent a lot of $$$...Orchard lightning nice nice too!!

Then after that went back isetan TM to buy nat's prez. When i saw myself in the mirror i got a shock cuz my hair was yellow!! REally jumped up haha but i think it's becuz of the lightning lah. Too powerful liao..
Anyways pixs of my new look (for dear eunice and others :))

Yupz hehehe...must do something different when still young and able to!! Lolx...

A packed week ahead...