This weekend was quite eventful!

On friday, met dear and my family to have dinner at Ichiban Sushi to cleebrate my sis's 16th birthday! My mum and i treated everyone, and the cake was sponsored by dear :)

Then we went back to PS and went Carrefour to buy some ingredients to make pasta the next morning.

So on sunday morning, we made spaghetti for my siblings and ourselves. Nice nice! haha. Must try other stuff next time! At night, we went to Aston's at Serangoon to have a nice dinner and dessert at a very nice place call dessert buzz. Good place to chill with friends!

I felt so happy and relaxed these few days! Hope that many of such moments will come soon ! :)

From tml on it's back to WORK :(

What a long and tiring day! Went for meeting and CT this morning. Then had lunch with my colleagues in the canteen before going for lesson. One of my pupil's parent met me to pass me the gifts to be distributed to the class as it was her daughter's birthday. Even i had one party pack too! haha. Today many teachers were absent, hence lots of teachers had to go do relief. I was given relief as well after my cca duty. It was the only break that i had the whole day and it was taken away! haix. No choice. It was really a hectic and busy day. Non-stop work for me. Gotta go get some rest before preparing for the 1st session of remedial lesson tml morning!

Some pics that we took during my class's performance and HT's last day.

Finally it's the weekends again. It has been a very hectic and emotional week. This afternoon my kids performed on stage. Though there were some minor hiccups, but i think they did their best. Then also made a card for HT cuz it was her last day in school. I made a card and got the class to sign and write messages for her. They also gave her somethings like cards and gifts. Veron even bought her a huge bear! wow! Then when she came in during the last period and gave out gifts to everyone, almost half the class started crying. It was like so many of the 8-year-olds crying at the same time! Definitely and emotional time. I really admire her a lot. Though she has not been trained, but her passion and hardwork really moved me. She really did a lot for the class and i think she is really a very inspirational teacher. I certainly wish her all the best in her studies and hope she comes back again! haha.

The coming weeks are going to be busy as usual. Fieldtrips will be coming up as well. I was sad not to be able to go to Melacca with my classes cuz i realised that they will be going on a thursday and i signed up for friday. But it's okie i guess. Also have to thank Norzana for lending me her traditional costume for Racial harmony day on monday! haha. Thanks thanks.

After work, dear drove me to bedok 85 market and met the clique for a nice dinner. Then instead of going home, we went to seletar dam!! It was our first time there and it was so beautiful and tranquil at night. There were super lots of cars and quite a number of people there chilling too. Some were couples, others were a group of friends. We even saw a family of 3 eating durains there lol. Love the peacefulness and serenity of the place at night, especially when i'm with a very special person. Thanks for the surprise :)

This weekend shall do some exercise if possible. And got to start choreographing the dance item for the prefects and do song editing!

Shall do as many things as i can this weekend!

Yesterday after school went to meet my dearest practicum friends cum colleagues for dinner at Hougang mall. Finally we are reunited! (except jyoji). Papa bear was there !! Hahaha. I simply love the feeling of reuniting with the folks, because we have been through thick and thin together for the past 2 years of TA and TP!!!! It was nice to share our experiences and also to catch up on what we have been up to with Papa bear. We also cant bear for QM to go too because that would mean only elly, me and yingli are left! Hope Papa bear can get transfer back hohohohoho.

This afternoon the new teachers and our sts headed to greendale for the welcome tea. It was our first time visiting the school. The school is really spacious and new! haha. Saw stephen too who was also there to welcome us wahaha. The sts there were really friendly and approachable and i think we enjoyed the games that we played over there. Some issues were also being discussed and i think it was an enriching experience. Stephen also took us on a short tour around the school and also we went to see their staff room! hehehe :)


Overall i enjoyed myself over there and learnt a lot from my fellow colleagues and the sup. More pictures after i have received them from elly and stephen haha.

Yesterday, went for dinner with elly, perry,lijuan and kaijia at Thai Express, to celebrate Elly's belated birthday. She gave us a treat at the place and we ate so much food that we cant even walk! Haha. Fun fun catching up with them as well. After dinner, dear drove me home to take my stuff.
This afternoon, dear and i went to watch the movie 21. It was a fantastic movie!!!! A definite Must-Watch! The film was very engaging and the cinematography was great! Las Vegas is so beautiful! Love the story and twist at the end as well as the cast of the movie. Simply a wonderful and entertaining show! :)

Finally i have officially graduated!! It was an interesting day for me. My parents and i went to fetch kj from her place before proceeding to NTU for the ceremony. I was Harry Potter for that day! Feels like i was in hogwarts or something with all of us wearing the gowns lol. Managed to see many of my friends and i was very happy. Of course, we cam-whored all day long haha! Congrats to Esther and Gerine too for being the prize winners!! I also managed to sneak out to take a pic with dear while he was passing through south spine haha. Yay! Didnt get to meet bear, but i was very happy and touched to know that she had made something for me!! Thank you my bear!! :)


After the long ceremony, more cam whoring. Took pic with papa be ar too!! Long time no see him! haha. Then is home sweet home.

Had a great and fantastic dinner with my parents and sis. Love them lots. Love my nie friends lots too! And not to forget, i love my Ai Ai too :)

Labels: Teacher Investiture Ceremony 2008

NOOO...the end of the long weekends. It's back to work tml! Luckily this week only have to work 3 days. Lots of activities and plans this week though.
Yay! Then is 3 days straight that i saw dear hahaha. And stop laughing at my kids' works LOL. Time is never enuff!! I realise that the feelings just get stronger everytime. Looking forward to our next meet up!!!!!!!!

I want more time for everything!

I LOVE ECP AND LONG WEEKENDS!!!

Piles of stuff to mark. Rehearsals, graduation ceremony and many meetings to attend. But i dun care, i just want to enjoy my weekends!~~

:P

My eyes are puffy and swollen because of yesterday's outburst. Hai. Had to wake up super early today to go back campus to collect me transcripts and gown. Elly and i met Fizah on the way there. Both of them could tell immediately that i looked tired and pale, despite the fact that i had put on some make-up already. Oh well. Was not feeling very well, both physically and emotionally in the morning. But after collecting our stuffs, i went to meet the big bad egg who caused me to become like that. All was well in the end. I guess i'm too sensitive and emotional these days. Tiredness and stress really caused me to get very uptight. It's really scary. I don't wish to experience such emotional roller coaster again.

The moment we hug again was the moment i found peace again. It was like a huge rock has been lifted off me. I believe that because everything was well again that the rest of the day, i was feeling much better. So i say, mood affects everything. :)

Finally had a proper and good lunch with elly at ntu food court today. Proper meal and lunch! haha. No more gross canteen sch food lol. But then the journey back to start work was horrible! The travelling really kills man and we were lugging two huge plastic bags somemore. Really have to thank Hui teng for doing a good job of taking over the class and assigning them work. THanks!! I really enjoy working with her, too bad she has to leave soon. I think the class can be managed better with both of us working together. Managed to finally settled on the performance thingy. Rehearsals will start tomorrow and subsequent days will also have to go to work and train the kids. Will be tiring, but quite exciting as well hahaha.

Lots of things to mark and go through. Forgot to bring my key today for my lappy. Had to trouble EK tml again oops.

OK back to work!

** I love you**

Yes i am stressed out. Yes i need a break. Just when i thought i can finally have it, it turn out to be devastating. All i want is just a few minutes to be with someone that i love. Just a few minutes of not thinking about work and just being by your side. I really hated that feeling. Why must they take away your time. I hate them, I HATE THEM, I HATE THEM!!!! When you said you were leaving, i was stunned, i didnt know what to do. I desparately wanted you to stay a little longer, but i know you cant. I became angry. I told you to go. After you left, i shouted and threw a temper at everyone. I wailed and wailed in my room. It has been such a long, long time since i have done that. I know it's the tiredness and stress. But i just cannot control myself. What do i do? Turn myself into a workaholic. I know is not your fault, you have not done anything wrong. But my heart has been broken to millions of pieces. I am so afraid that i will go through this thing again. Sorry for not answering your calls, sorry for not talking to you online. I need time to heal and time to forget the hurt for a while. Please, please just let me be wilful for this once.

好久好久没有痛哭一场。心碎的感觉...