Just listened to her album. It is fantastic!!!!!!!!! I love her voice and all the songs in the album, especially the one on my blog hahaha.
YesterdayI just can’t believe you’re gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise even without you by my side
When we have so much in store tell me what it is I’m reaching for
When we’re through building memories I’ll hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart
Chorus
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we’ll never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we’ll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
You always used to say I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds or at least how the story goes
(But I never believed them till now)
I know I’ll see you again I’m sure no it’s not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face but they can’t take yesterday
Chorus
I thought our days would last forever
(But it wasn’t our destiny)
‘Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
Now I can believe that I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I’m looking back on yesterday
Chorus
All the broken dreams take everything
But they can never have yesterday "You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:17 pm
Cannot believe that i took a nap in the afternoon consecutively for 2 days!! This must have meant that i was extremely tired these couple of days. Yesterday was the worst because i only have 1 break and 5 straight periods in the morning. All of us were super tired and grabbed Mr Koh immediately after school, so that he could give us a lift back wahaha. We did the same thing today lol.
Anyways must really really thank him for carpooling us to school every morning and back home as well in the afternoon. THANKS MR KOH! lol. Really appreciate it wahaha. And now i hereby present to you....
.....Mr Koh! :P
Oh and tml is fri yay!~
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:04 pm
i miss my 3-1(4-1) kids!!!
Must really get to know the new kids in the two classes soon. haix but it is so difficult to remb all their names and faces!!! Luckily my main ct gave me a copy of the seating plan. So nice of her! Now no more lessons, waiting in school for meeting.
Yesterday afternoon met up with dear to go sing KTV. It has been a long time since we went together, so it was super fun! :P
I'm glad we had that talk and i hope that from now on everything is going to be even better for us. :P
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:52 am
First day of practicum!
Time really flies man. It seems like we had only just completed our TA, now we are starting our TP already. I was pretty excited yet nervous about going back to school again, because we will be working and not studying anymore~ This time elly and i both have 2 classes to handle, which means we will be working with 80 kids not 40. I guess we'll really really have to try our best to remember their names and faces.
Anyways, it was a tiring but interesting start to TP for me. Tiring because i didnt get much slp last night due to anxiety and had to wake up super early this morning. I also had a lot of breaks today, so that explains the exhaustion. Interesting because i experienced lotsa stuff today. We were introduced once again to the whole school, and some kids do recognise us from last yr. It felt kindda good for them to call our names and to be able to still remember us after 1 year wahahaha...nice feeling :)
Well, went to both my classes, met up with my two cts as well to get acquainted with the class profile and to plan some stuff with them during my break time. All of us trainees are seriously on a tight schedule this 10 weeks with 10 observations to clear and all the stuff that are going on in the school. We are really hard pressed for time and the fact that we can only start teaching after the hols isnt helping, because we dun have enuff exposure before the obs. But we will try our best lah. So far i'm quite happy because i think that my cts are very very nice and that the classes this time are pretty all right. Perhaps it is because i have handled the worst before, so now i am all right with handling the normal class. It's the good class that i have to take note of and perhaps would pose a challenge for me.
Oh and i am really glad that all 5 of us are able to work tgt again with a new addition to our group-Ying Li. TA was fun with u guys and i'm sure this time it will be too. Love the other staff of the school as well as they are all very friendly and nice to us :)
After school, Elly and i went to watch one of her class pupils cultivate plants using hydroponic method and we got to try too! Enriching! :)
Then ard 3 plus, we went to Punggol Plaza to meet kj and stephen to eat. I was super hungry cuz didnt eat whole day! Anyways the PSK meet-up was fun!!! So glad that we are all in this together! Love the sharings and jokes. Must meet more often and also if got chance meet up with the others as well!!!!!!! I love u guys!!!!!!!!!~ :P
Gonna rest now :)
Labels: Practicum, Work
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:48 pm
Sushi and shopping with kl and wn yesterday was great! Hahaha...bought some stuff and also got many free gifts yay :P
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:33 am
Think my EQ (Emo-Quotient) is fluctuating pretty greatly these days. LOL. In the end everyone turned up for the dinner so i was feeling much better. Anyways love the putu girls. Thanks for the Zara jeans!!!!!!!! *loves to death*
Anyways someone is soo rich to go get eyelash extension. lol. Presenting to you Barbie Xuan!
Oh and had wanted to post this funny note which was on the noticeboard in the school canteen long ago. I think it's damn hilarious. All the students in school will know why wahahaha.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:42 pm
Tired.
Was quite affected by some incidents that occurred last night. Sometimes i wonder, if i could go back to that particular moment in time and changed my decision or actions, what will the results be? Perhaps to just simply reply quicker would have made a huge difference? But sometimes circumstances do not allow us to make such 'what-ifs' decisions. Yet i cant help thinking about it. I would like to be there for my friends and family, to share their ups and down with them. I am in fact, very happy to listen should they ever need someone to talk to. And i DO treasure my family members and friends alot too. Maybe i've got to improve the way i communicate and express myself to them.
I have decided.
Anyways took a nap when i got home. Now gg to meet renee for dinner. Sorry dear made u go all the way. HATE it when such things happen. As if i dun have a lot of things on my mind already.
Cant wait for sushi tml too! :)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:36 pm
Today is a happy day!
This morning met Elly to go school and submit our assignments. After that both of us went to get our palms read by Master Khor. Hahahaha. Finally! It was a very interesting experience indeed. lol. Then took cab down to Punggol, went to MT school for our meeting. Saw those other trainees QM, jyoji and Mr koh! haha. It felt great to see them again. Everyone is still as nice and fun as the last time we saw one another. And the staff in the school are also very friendly to us. I feel that it was a wonderful start to TP. hehe. After our briefing, Mr koh sent all of us back home in his car. Wahaha thanks thanks!!! :)
Then i went home to get changed and went to meet dear at TM for dinner. Today tonning over at his place to slack hahaha.
Tml meeting the putus cant wait!!!!!!!!!! :P
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:26 pm
IT'S ALL OVER! YAY!
hahahaha...finally finished both assignments so happy~ Feel A LOT better now...shall go slack around wooohoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happiness :)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:14 pm
Pretty distracted today. Dun know why am i still having this feeling. I cant help it you know. It's not as if i didnt try shutting out those weird thoughts and images from my mind. I know it's due to my own insecurities but then there is nothing i can do about it. The more i think about it, the more uncomfortable i feel. I know it's normal to feel this way, helloooo ANY girl would feel the same way as i do. Sometimes, too much details is not a good thing. Think about it if you are in my shoes hearing all those things. Pretty much not interested i suppose. I guess it will take some time for me to return back to normal. Just hate feeling this way because i cannot concentrate on my work and the deadline is tml!!!!!!! And i just feel that sometimes when the damage is done,what is most important is how much effort you are willing to put in to salvage it. I am independent, but i am not as strong as i seem. Everyone has times when they feel vulnerable, and it is those times that they require the most support. When the support is not there, disappointment sets in.
Well i'm just emo-ing. Perhaps the late nights are taking a toll on me and i'm am not exactly feeling very well. Anyways back to work & shall blog again after i completed my assignments.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENEE!! Welcome to the Double 2s Club :P
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:05 pm
Yay one down and one more to go! Today was rather productive. Once again, isolation proved to be effective. Anyways in the evening went to meet up with mummie weiqin,kl,annabel and wanni for dinner cuz wq is leaving soon. Food was ok at the viethai restaurant in TM. After dinner we went to walk around the mall and went in minitoons. It was there that we met a PERV!!!!!!! I was still blur blur queuing to pay for my items when wn suddenly called my name and then nv say anything. I thought it was weird. But later on i realised she was shouting out to me becuz the perv is hovering behind me.wtf man. 3 of us were wearing denim skirts at that time. Actually wq spotted him cuz he tried to eat the sweets from the shop (DOTZ) and then he stood behind her doing something weird with his hp. Luckily she saw his weird antics through the reflection from the mirror and alerted us. So when i joined them outside the shop they were deciding whether or not to report. In the end we did lah and i think they alerted security or something. Hope they can catch the guy and castrate him. I know nothing happened to us but then still it is damn bloody disgusting can. What is so nice about taking such pixs?? Get a life man.
hmm i guess when one is bz one's replies are also much slower hor :(
Oh well shall focus on my work.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:20 pm
Oral presentation today was damn scary and nerve-wrecking! I dun remb what i said during that short 3 min. ahhh...Anyways it has been an interesting day today. After school met Clarice while waiting for kj at the canteen. I had wanted to get my palm read but there was a bloody long queue so i think forget it haha . That's when i spotted Cla!! We have the same bags!! haha..oh and I wana go visit your hall some day!!! Hehe..
Then we met up with stephen to take train tgt and i went to meet dear and his friend Connie at marina sq. She was supposed to leave Sg today but decided to extend her stay, therefore we went to help her find a hotel. It was so difficult to find one at the last min. After trying and trying, we managed to find one for her. Then after dinner dear drove us to help her check in at the hotel. It was pretty decent and the location is quite good near the bugis area. So it'll be convenient for her to walk around and shop and also to take the train to other places.
Still trying to pia my assignments...think i shall burn the midnight oil today..becuz i have to finish at least one by tml afternn! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................
P.S.- Hope we all win the big prize toto money lol....
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:49 pm
Met Mr Goh this morning to go school to submit my assignment. Finally got it done and over with haha. 1 down and 2 more to go!!! Jiayou!!
Then met Pretty and elly to go home. Master khor is still in nie! Haha. Tempted to go see him. Maybe tml if got time can go hahaha.
Then evening time kj came over my place to scan stuff. haha. Practised a bit for tml's oral presentation haha just hope that nerves dun get to me tml lol...
Now trying to focus on dce...but then...running out of ideas! ahhhhh...
Fri pls come quickly....
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:30 am
School finally ended on fri. Going to see the kids at MTS in a week's time! Still finishing up my assignments now. After that shall spend some time stocking up on clothes for work.
Anyways house visiting yesterday with the GT pple were fun! But think i burnt a hole in my pocket with all the travelling. haha. Sequence of the house visits went like this : wl-keat-jeremy-xn-dear-me.
Last stop was at my place, so in the end we ordered pizza and pigged out at my place. wahaha. Oh and Xiaopang became someone's godson! lol...
Well later on my relatives are coming over again and there'll be good food again! Yay! Got to make up for cny eve, when i was sick and could not enjoy the nice food wahahaha....
Ok back to work!!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:23 pm
Happy 2 months dear~!
Labels: Sweet Memories, Us, V-day
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:43 am
I'm so tired!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did my make up test with Rusdi this afternoon. Then rushed off to meet my sis. Thanks mei for accompanying me today! Ran all around Singapore and then came home super late. haha. I'm damn exhausted right now but then i still feel like doing a bit of my TC assignment. hmm hope everything will turn out nicely!! :P
Time passes really fast lor, next week last week of school already. Deadlines for assignments are also coming up. Jiayou my friends!!! 1 more week and we will start TP! :)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:54 pm
hehe caught my lao da's show yesterday. It was surprisingly funny actually haha. I feel that eric tsang really acted very very well!! Jiang hai shi lao de la!!! LoL. And i spotted some similarities between lao da and someone wahahaha...为冰淇淋而奋斗! :P
Today managed to catch up on my beauty sleep too. Haven had the time to really rest well. Also started some work during the evening and going to continue until quite late today ba. Cuz next week also got a lot of events then assignments are due soon. Must chiong asap!!! Jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 拼了!!!!!
I hope i can survive until thu...
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:23 pm
Okie now i'm going to blog about CNY this year. I feel that it is really very different and special this year, besides the fact that i'm sick, lotsa events also occurred which really gave me a lot of 感触. And basically, it's all because of 1 person, that is you. :)
On the eve of CNY, we actually went to watch CJ7 tgt after our own reunion dinners. Then yesterday, you came over my place to bai nian. I forced myself these days to quickly recover, so that i can enjoyo cny and also be in my best form when you came over, at least i tried la. :)
Today, went over you relatives' places. Didnt expect myself to feel totally at ease and comfortable travelling with u all and also be at their houses. Though i really want to interact with some of them, but then my throat is still sore and it's the first time i met them, so i think it's good to just listen. Surprisingly, i really enjoyed myself. The feeling is also very difficult to pen down, i guess i already told u at Mac's how i felt haha. But it was a good feeling and a surprisingly warm feeling too. I guess this feeling will be with me for quite some time haha...
It's really a cny that i will always remember... :)
Labels: CNY08, Sweet Memories, Us
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:57 am
Finally i'm back online!!! Have been sick for almost a week liao!! My god, sick on cny period is super super sianz and xingku!!~ Cannot do work, cannot eat a lot of stuff and cannot even go bai nian! Luckily today was so much better and i can finally come online again!!
First up are the pictures that i took with my dear friends during the past few days for my birthday celebration. Let's say i had a blast this year during the celebrations. Besides gathering with frenz, i also loved all the prezzies that i received!!! Really got most of what i had wanted! :P
Ok think i dun look too well in some of the pixs cuz i was sick mah. Shall start from the earliest to the latest.
1)Went to eat at marina's with the 42 girls! Yay!! Miss them so much! Thanks for the prezz! And i always love our catching up sessions! Love u all!
2) Went to celebrate my birthday with the GT gang. Thanks a lot pple for your present and dedication at the fountain! Super gan dong! hahaha.. :P
3) Combined birthday celebration with Pretty at Tian Jin Lou with my colleagues! Thanks so much guys!!!!! Had a blast there and the food was nice gahahahaha...kj shud have asked the shuai ge for his name wahahahaha...fun :P
4) Went to meet the NUTS at vivo on tue evening for me and QL's combined celebration. haha. Pity i cant get to enjoy the food and ice-cream cuz i was in a pretty bad shape that day. Anyways thanks also for the bag i love it! :P
That is why i never managed to recover...cuz i kept going out...haix...but i'm glad now i'm feeling better..must fully recover ASAP!!
Labels: Celebrations, Sweet Memories
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:00 am
Woke up early in the morning today, didn't sleep well last night. Just had to blog about stuff.
Almost died yesterday.
Happiness.Anger.Fear.Confusion.Pain. Hurt.Relief.Hope.
This was the first time that i experienced all these mixed emotions all within a day. It felt like a rollercoaster ride. Am glad everything is ok now. I guess we all learn something from it. Perhaps i am more clear about certain things now. Didnt know that the feelings were so strong actually. Must go settle my panda eyes now if not later gathering will look damn ugly. :)
会哭，因为在乎。
会怕，因为珍惜。
会说，因为分享。
会笑，因为开心。
会期待，因为想念。
会赢，因为有彼此在身旁......
你的姿态,你的亲赖,我存在的你的存在......Labels: 重来
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:54 am
I'm a happy girl~
Thanks everyone for your birthday wishes and gifts :P Haha am going to declare that i shall be forever 21 from now on!!!! ( still cannot accept the fact that the digit has changed to 2 lol) Anyways seeing red on my birthday how nice is that..but then still looking forward to the simple celebration with my family and dear later at my place. What a huge contrast to what i did for my 21st birthday. haha. This year no big parties and huge group celebrations, just little ones with my friends, family and dear.
Anyways yesterday was really memorable...i was really really overwhelmed by the surprises that you planned. Totally unexpected and i truly enjoyed myself!!
Surprise No. 1 is the birth of baby Xiao Pang (小胖)!!!! Very fun experience! hehe And he has got a little heartbeat inside~ I'm not really a fan of softtoy but Xiao Pang is an exception :)
Labels: Celebrations, Sweet Memories, Us
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:29 pm
